Physically Or Mentally Departed...

Second time I wrote this whole Post over, got a Christmas Card back from the Post Office, who I sent it to is probably no longer among the Living.  Sometimes you don't get Closure, just a Question Mark on if someone is Physically or Mentally Departed?  If there's nobody to relay information, you'll just never know.  Moving On, since, I just can't dwell there right now.  And I don't want this Post, nor intend for it, to be a complete Downer.  I went Deep in the Weeds with the original Post I deleted in it's entirety.  This will be a much better Read.

This isn't a current Image of Princess T and her Room, it's when she was gathering up Plushies to Sell and Donate since it had gotten way out of Hand, as things do.  *LOL*   I'm trying to accomplish what she was able to accomplish much quicker than I, of coarse, she hasn't lived as long or accumulated as much in her Lifetime yet, as me.  *Bwahahaha*  It's all a Work in Progress, mebbe 2026 will see more Progress of The Great Edit & Purge?   All Body Parts Crossed.  I don't really have a Deadline, or even a Timeline, it'll happen when it happens.  Mebbe 2026 will be The Year, mebbe not, I just don't know.

We watched a good NetFlix War Movie called "The Covenant" {2023} starring Jake Gyllenhaal and Dar Salim.   We didn't do Right by a lot of the Interpreters and those Locals who helped us and worked for us during the Afghanistan War that lasted 20 Years.  Most were promised VISAs and Asylum but never got it, which was a Death Sentence to them and their Families.  It's a fictional Story but based on those True Accounts... their Loyalty, our Betrayal.  We did the same in Vietnam when we pulled out and left them behind, it's Shameful.  Anyway, it was a pretty Emotionally Raw Movie, but well done by Guy Ritchie who Directed it.

Mando and The Daughter were excited, he'd turned his Winning Lottery Scratch Ticket he got from me in and bought another Ticket Winning Five Times the amount!!!   The Son had already had a bigger Winning Ticket so said it bought him everything he wanted at the Convenience Store when he turned it in for Cash, only 90 Cents short of what his Bill was.  So, Color them all Happy about their Winning Scratch Tickets, they'd had the Good Luck.  Princess T, The Man, and The Daughter, theirs were Losing Tickets, but, you can't all be Winners, hey?  *Bwahahaha*  

I didn't get one for myself, but Two out of Five I got them for were Winners on a small costing Scratcher, so that was damned good Odds actually statistically speaking.  You know I'm a Stats Person and usually Lotteries aren't Statistically that High in YOUR Favor.   I usually don't Play or Buy any, tho' I did forget to Buy a Powerball and it was up super high and somebody did Win big this Drawing.  That hadda make their Year for them end very well.  *Smiles and Winks*

You could tell by my last Post that I indulged us all with belated Christmas Giftery that was marked way down, so bought Twice as much for less.   I had Fun doing Post-Christmas Sale Shopping, my Mom and I used to make a Tradition of doing that in fact, so it brought back fond Memories of her and I doing it as our Tradition and Ritual after Christmas, the Morning After.  Usually there's not much left these days in the way of Seasonal stuff to mark down, but this Year there was coz nobody had Money I guess to Buy it up before Christmas this time???  It wasn't coz the Shelves had been heavily Stocked, there were obvious Shortages going on before Christmas, Tariff related is my Guess?  I don't Predict improvement to the Economy.  Not under this lack of qualified and corrupt Leadership.  But, we won't go THERE. 

I had this Post finished, but I wasn't in a Good Head Space when I Wrote most of it so... Delete.  Too Dark.   The Man wanted to go out and do some Environmental Cleanup, he filled up the Truck with Gas from his Holiday $$$.   Sometimes he just wants to get outta the Four Walls, and it was a Glorious Day Outside tho' it never got beyond the 60's, so Cooler than usual, but, Clear and Sunny.  The Kids had gone to do some side Work to earn some $$$ and Princess T was at Work 'til 3:30 p.m..  So, we did Environmental Cleanup, and Cleaned Up some messy areas of the Environmentally Unconscious.  Piggish People are most annoying, aren't they?  They can't even go out in all of the Splendor of Nature to have a good time without being messy and Piggish, trashing it.

 

We do what we can, but, it's never Enough.  Too many messy Citizens trashing the Country, and the Planet, all the way to the very Top of the Food Chain and into the White House.  Trashing that Historic and Iconic Building too.  They Wreck everything they touch and come into contact with, the messy, greedy, Piggish People.   Actually it's insulting to Pigs to compare these People to them... Pigs are Superior to these folks really.  I like Pigs better.  At least a Pig is Cute and Smarter than these folks.  We hauled about 20 Lbs. of Pig People's Trash out of the Nature Preserve this Day.  The Man had a good time, I was still not in my Best Head Space, but, I am always glad to be out in Nature, doing anything.  

I knew I'd delete about 90% of this Post when I finally got back.  I did a load of Laundry too.  But, I've been Slacking about Housekeeping, the Holidays consumed me and I spent more time preparing and Decorating for them than doing mundane Housekeeping Chores.  Plus, we had to clear out a portion of Four Rooms on Christmas Eve Day for The Cox Tech to upgrade everything, so that Created a lot of Mess, Disorder and Chaos right AT the Holidays.  I only got The Living Room and Princess T got her Bedroom back in Order before Christmas Morning, so we could take our Pixs without it looking like the House was trashed.

The Son initially didn't want everything put back in his Room, the Guest Bedroom he occupies, but, I have nowhere else to put it.  And, it's my Special Collections that require Climate Controlled Space.  It's called the Guest Bedroom coz initially it was to house Temporary Guests and not be where Family Moved Back In Permanently.  So, it's been quite a compromise in that Room and also in The Art Studio Space, which had to be converted into a functional Living Space for Family moving back in too.   So, now no Guest Room... no Art Studio, and I don't want my best things on the Back Porch in the Weather.  So, after me not responding to that Idea he threw out there to see how it would Land, and me being extra Quiet and Stoic for a few Days, he decided to move the Bookcase back in.  I was teetering on no more fucks to give to even try to make everything the way I've always wanted it.

He really doesn't intend to push me into a Meltdown like The Grandsons did when they Occupied that Room and removed everything of mine in it without my permission and set it Outside!  Yeah, I pretty much Lost my Shit.  There's few things that will unravel me as fast as fucking with what's mine.   Be it a Person or a Possession, I'm too Invested in both for anyone, for any reason, to mess with any of it.  And I will go Mental and Off Rails... Wheels completely Off in fact.   And nobody is trying to displace me in my own Home, there's just a lot of us having to Share Space due to circumstances beyond everyone's Control.   So, now I can put the Three Banana Boxes of my Stuff back on the Bookcase and make a Vignette on Top again.

We Downsized Homes assuming that one day it would just be us Two Old Timers Sharing Space in our Forever Home, with our Possessions accumulated over our Lifetime only.  It didn't quite work out that way, so, now here we are.   Less Space and more People.  Plus more Stuff than this Space can properly accommodate in the Common Areas or everyone's Personal Space, coz we got Three Generations now with all their Worldly Possessions of Stuff and I had a lot of Stuff to begin with that I was Editing, Purging, Downsizing.  A Lifetime of Stuff I really enjoy and Love, but, now limited Space, so a lot of it has to go and is going, but, it takes Time to divest yourself of The Good Stuff.  This isn't Donation Stuff.

The Antique Mall used to be the Ideal place and Space to Sell it, now, not as much as before, it's becoming a slower Process and lower Profit Margins on any Investments really.  No matter what the Investments were, even Money isn't worth what it used to be.   I do still enjoy what we're doing there tho' and we have a lot of Friends there too so it's a Social aspect that I'd miss if I weren't doing it anymore.  Plus it is the ideal semblance of still working while being in Retirement.  I don't think I'd be able to juggle even a part time Job with full time Caregiving to earn a little more to supplement a Fixed Income.  We just got notified by Medicare of the Premium increases, everything has gone way up except Income and Pensions.

Lucky for me I got picked up by Humana Medicare Advantage Plan which reimburses me some of what Medicare Premiums Charge each Month, so it didn't hit us so hard as it will many others.  *Whew*   Humana reimburses both The Man and I a considerable amount of what Medicare Charges and so I'm getting a $74 Rebate Monthly on mine and the Medicare Paperwork shows that will go in to effect, both the increases and Humana's Rebate to me, effective with our next Checks.  I'm so Grateful to Humana for the Rebate, United Healthcare never did that.  And Premiums escalating due to this Administrations shenanigans has been a Big Deal to every American's Healthcare Costs or being able to still afford it. 

 I personally think this Administration and it's Criminals installed have been stealing and skimming off all these Fundings and pretty soon the Money won't be there at all.  They will have drained it dry dipping into it to line their own Pockets and once caught, it won't matter if they get Prosecuted, coz the Money will still all be fucking gone for the Programs they Bankrupted.  Restitution will be a pipedream, Donnie Two Dolls hasn't paid any of the Restitution he already owes that Courts awarded to all his Victims.  Staggering amounts, to E. Jean Carroll he committed Sex Crimes against and many other Victims.  This is a Guy, who with his Family, Stole from  Children's Cancer Fund Charities, like St. Jude's, by committing Fraud and Self-Dealings that required intense scrutiny and investigation.  I wouldn't trust him around anyone else's Money... or their Underaged Daughters.

 

So, those Letters from Medicare came Yesterday to at least let me know how much everything had increased, I had been wondering, we knew it was coming.  They're doing away with affordable Systems and not replacing them with anything but a pretended 'Concept of a Plan', which, is a Conman's way of actually saying NO Plan at all.  If all you got is a Concept in over a Decade of being given the chance to actually have a Plan, you're not even trying to have a Plan.  You never intended to have a Plan, you're Playing the Public like you think they're all Stupid and will fall for and Believe anything, including the outrageous nonsensical bullshit you're always shoveling.  But, enuf of our fucked up Politics for now.  Moving On...

I've felt rather like Pig Pen coz I haven't been ambitious or motivated to do very much about anything needing to be maintained and done around here lately.   Yes, I got Christmas set up and done, that's it, just the Holiday part of any of it, none of the rest really.  I've kept up on Laundry and Dishes in the way of Housekeeping and not much else.  Mando, The Son and The Daughter have Thankfully kept up on the Gardening and Yard Work, so the exterior looks great.  The interior, not so much.  And I've got to pull it together coz The Daughter has a Caseworker coming by from her AHCCCS Provider next Month.  They're doing a Home Visit since she's finding it hard to go in for evaluations and such due to her Mental Health Conditions.

I knew this was coming, if she and The Man qualify for Services, it always comes with Caseworkers.  Which can be a good thing and also a pain in the Ass as well, having complete Strangers coming into your Home and 'assessing' whatever they are required to assess and relay back to whoever sent them.  You have to be Mindful of that and I dealt with it the entire time I was Raising Grandchildren as both a Kinship Placement and even after Adoption of them, to receive any Services provided to them, it's a requirement.  

You Deal with whatever Hoops they have you to jump thru for the benefit of your Loved Ones.  Sometimes you get great Caseworkers, sometimes you don't, it's a crap shoot.  Some never even show up and pretend they did, like John from CPS who the G-Kid Force had as their Child Protective Services Caseworker, allegedly, for Seven Years.  I don't even know if John was Real, never saw him, never talked to him even on the Phone, he was a Ghost Caseworker probably getting Paid by The System for a Job he was not doing.  

For my Kiddos it didn't put them at risk, but if a Child was in a questionable placement requiring scrutiny, it can cause harm or even death not to Protect that Child like John's Job required of him.  It's not called Child PROTECTIVE Services for nothing.  I finally told CPS, Listen, I don't know who this John Character is, but if he's on your Payroll, mebbe you should put a Tail on him and find out where he's REALLY going and what he's REALLY doing, coz it's not following up on his Cases, that's for damned sure. 

They then replaced John with our stellar Caseworker Miss Robin, who we Adored.  She also ended up being our Adoption Caseworker, ironically enuf when she switched Jobs from CPS to the Adoptive System!!!  The Lord works in Mysterious ways like that, what are the Odds of that being a coincidence?   I owed Miss Robin a lot, she went above and beyond what the Job was for us, and it mattered and got results that she did, Bless her.  When you get good Caseworkers, it matters.  Right now we consider The Man's Home Nurses an excellent example of that which the VA is sending us for him now.  Both have been superb in what they do and genuinely Care about the Families they Serve.

I don't know how much longer we'll have Nurse Remi for The Man, it's being constantly re-evaluated by the VA and his Doctors there whether he still requires her Care or not?   He's got another follow-up coming up in January to see his VA Primary Doc and it almost never goes Well anymore.  We Adore Dr. Kline but he knows The Man is one of his Patients who isn't cooperative about doing what he should do and is sneaky about pretending to do things, he's even tricked us sometimes if we just Believe him.  Sometimes it's his Memory Care Issues, but mostly it's coz he doesn't wanna do what he has to do.  In fact, he's resistant to doing most things now, almost anything.  To get him to do simple things like change his Clothes, Shower, Eat, have his Hair Cut and his Beard Trimmed, be a bit Active, take his Meds, his Shots, is a Battle each and every time now.  It's exhausting for everyone else.

He's more compliant for me only becoz I can be a real Nurse Ratchet from "One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest" Character.  Who was in charge of her Asylum that the Inmates were trying to run too.  I can most closely relate to Nurse Ratchet and trying to bring some Order to the Chaos of Crazy and the Conditions it causes and creates.  *Winks*  Right now there's no Trouble in Paradise, but, that can change on the turn of a Dime and often does without Notice.  You gotta think quick on The Fly to Manage and Mitigate what level of Crazy it would otherwise spiral down into.  Caseworkers, in Theory anyway, should assist you in that endeavor and not be an added burden to Deal with.  So, here's Hoping that The Daughter's Home Visit Caseworkers are appearing sent by God and not the Devil.  *Winks*

I've included more Pixs of my BFF and her Family that they sent for Christmas coz I know it's likely her last Christmas.   Her 2nd Oldest Daughter is Below, on the Right with the Darker Hair and Taller, and I don't think can get to Texas to spend time with her Mom.  She's an Attorney for the IRS and has quite a workload, lives in Florida, and is a Single Parent to Three Younger Children who aren't Grown yet, her Oldest Son is an Adult now.  So, her Dance Card is pretty full and her Youngest Sister has taken on the responsibility of making sure their Mom has good Placement at the Hospice, the level of Care received and decisions that have to be made, and takes her out to do things when she's up to it.  

It's a lot coz that Sister is not in good Health and is also a Mom of Three whose Married, but her Husband is Working out of Town almost all of the time with his Career.  So, it's like being a Single Parent.   Being a Military Spouse is like that too.  I was an actual Single Parent for Seven Years before Marrying The Man, but his Military Career had him deployed on Assignments every Year of our Marriage and often for long periods of time apart.  So, you're Single Parenting most of the time if you're Raising a Family together when the Career keeps them away from Home a lot.  Plus, I had demanding Careers too, so it was quite the juggling act, sometimes I wonder how we did it!!!

  

Our Older of the Three Granddaughters in Mexico is doing it too.  In the Raising of her Younger Sister now, she's Working, going to College, Modeling as a 2nd Job, and making sure her Younger Sister is Cared for since their Custodial Grandma Died.   The Middle one went to live with the Boyfriend and his Mother, which relieved some of the responsibility from her Older Sister.  Since, we can't get any of them across the Border to be in our Custody, we tried, failed, wouldn't succumb to Extortion and a Shake Down from the American Side.  That System is so corrupt I have no Words to adequately convey to you just how corrupt.  Saint Maria Raised them all as a Single Grandparent too since she'd been Widowed since her own Son was only 13 Years Old.   Now even getting Foreign Tourists across our Borders is gonna be a complete shitshow and bribery of Pay to Play, just like his Pardons are.

I hear the going Price is about Sixteen Million a Pardon now, yet, somehow this is Okay???  *Eye Roll*  Whatever... this Pay to Play System is so out of Hand now the Courts couldn't possibly keep up with all the Serious Crimes being committed by this Leadership.   And how much Time could an almost 80 Year Old Criminal, who also happens to be an American President, and Senile as fuck, possibly Serve for his staggering amount of Serious Crimes anyway?  Exactly.   And he's not the only one... we'd have an endless array of Trials going on perpetually to Indict, Prosecute and Sentence them all.   

It will all fall upon the American Taxpayers either way, the Crimes and the few who may Pay for their Crimes by being put away.  Yet his Supporters Believed he would Save America... and their Money... while making us 'Great Again'.  *Huge Eye Roll and Laughs*  Are we Great yet?   And WHAT exactly are we gonna be Great at, the most serious Criminal Activity going unchecked and unpunished?  We've pretty much achieved that I'd say, Hands down, getting away with the most Serious Crimes seems to be what they're Great at from what I've Witnessed thus far.  Since, nobody is stopping them yet.  And some seem to still be Okay with it and Support it.

 

And yet, sometimes I find it quite Ironic AND Hypocritical, what folks will get Twisted about that isn't as Serious as what's going on in this White House.   And keep Quiet about it and not say a damned thing out loud, coz they're fucking Afraid to Speak Up.  Example you say, like if I buy a Chick-Fil-A Sammie even tho' I have Gay Family Members.  They'll pipe up about THAT but Zip It to Criticize this Regime, coz, fuck, too Scared to do THAT, quaking in their Boots in fact!!!  Well, guess what, my Gay Family eat there too, and if once in a Blue Moon we eat there I make no Apologies for it.  Coz, the very same folks that would Judge me, buy from Businesses in the Oligarchy like Amazon, Tesla, Tech Companies, well, I could go on and on and on about what you COULD Boycott and then be left with piss all to Buy anything from that isn't corrupted in some fucking way here in Capitalism run amok America.  

  

  I support your Freedom to Boycott whatever you want to and Shop where ever you want to also, America should have Freedom like that.  I also Loyally shop more often at every Small Business I can, and will pay more to do it, to offer my Support for the little Guys.  Have never ordered from Amazon, won't buy a Tesla, don't buy every new Tech Device and Gadget that comes out... we each do our small part.  So shut the fuck up Critics who presume to be so Sanctimonious and Judgmental. Most just are not as Open about what you might do in Secret you'd be mortified if anyone knew you did, coz you give a Fuck what people Think.   I could give a fuck what anyone thinks, never have, never will.  Fuck Off if you don't like how I choose my Freedoms, concentrate on Yours and Mind your own Business.  Too many folks get into Business that isn't theirs and Step into your Waters, whether they can Swim or not.

   The Young Prince does Hate the Hobby Lobby, but he doesn't Care if I Shop there and we both know some Gay People who work there.   Who say they've been a good Employer to them and they've Worked there for Years and their Co-Workers treat them like everybody else.  Homophobes and Racists exist everywhere, not just at a scant few fucking Businesses, so, Get Real.  And Fundamental Christians are the absolute Worst when it comes to hypocrisy, OMG, the Christian Right, I won't cut them any slack either.  Pretending to be Followers of Christ while being against damned near everything The Lord commands of them if they were truly among The Faithful.  

  They tend to pick and choose what to be Pious about, don't they?  Most of the seriously Perverted Sex Crimes I ever processed at the DA's Office involved "Religious" People, just sayin'.  What went on behind Closed Doors when they think nobody is looking is an Eye Opener.  I could tell some Stories.  And, I've Worked in Corporate America, Trust and Believe I've never worked anywhere that some levels of Corruption don't exist my Friends, not a single place.   Coz People are involved... and some are good and some aren't, that's just how Life works and Plays Out.   And I put up my CFA Food Porn JUST to Wind some Up.  *Winks, coz I'm Wicked at Amusing and Entertaining myself like that too.  Ha ha ha*  Anyone care or dare to Comment?  That would be even more Fun for me, I'm feeling quite Dark enuf to respond in kind and NOT be Nice about it.

My Dear Dying Friend Kathie just Loved when anyone mistook my Kindness for Weakness and decided they'd wanna have Dark Dawn come out to Play.   She's not called my Friend Crazy Kathie for nothing, we could get Group Rates in Psyche Lockdown and often talked one another Down off our Ledges when the Wheels Came Off.  She once was Crazy enuf to get in a Vehicle with me when I was Off Rails, in my Pajamas, and she really thought I might do a "Thelma and Louise", but was willing to go off that Cliff with me, now, that's a Friend!!!  Yes, she was on the Suicide Crisis Hotline the whole Drive, and finally had to hang up coz they weren't the least bit Helpful.  *Bwahahahaha*  We even stopped at an ER for Help, they turned us away, even tho' I looked positively Insane and likely to do anything!   So don't even get me started on our Mental Health System.   Ask the unfortunate Reiners, oh, wait, you can't, Dead.

 

 

I've not been in a Good Head Space for Days now, so it's a Challenge to Be Nice right now, as you can clearly see.   I can and will go completely Controversial on Purpose when I'm like this to Bait those that might Bite and think they wanna Play.  Let's Play, it'll be FUN.  *Bwahahahahaha*   Any Fish out there?  Often it's not that much Fun actually, about as Fun as a Cat has Amusing itself torturing the Mouse it's "Playing" with and will neutralize and mebbe consume, or just Kill for "Fun".   The Mouse never had a fucking Chance.  But even most Mice are Wise enuf to know it and stay away from the Cat.  People can sometimes be Stupider.  Hey, Stupider is a Word, Spellchecker didn't correct it, who knew?  *LOL*  Anyway, Dawn Of The Light will come back and do other Posts, I Promise.  *Winks*

 

  My Dear Mom used to remind me when vicious Dark Dawn was dominant, she didn't give a Fuck about Winding my Ass up, she could easily Square Off and go more Mental than anyone I have ever known.  So, I just Thanked her for reminding me when my Dark Side was on full Display and spoiling for 'Fun'.   Of coarse, it would come in handy sometimes, Mom wasn't beyond telling me if she had a Problem that Needed a Solution, be it a Person, a Situation, or a Business Dealing to handle for her.   And she knew it wouldn't be Dawn Of The Light that provided the Solution to that Problem, so she's literally giving me Permission to go completely Dark Dawn on their Asses.  It always had the desired results, always... and that's all that really mattered.  Loved my Mum, would go Dark Dawn all Day every Day for her.  She said I was a Savage.  *Winks and Bwahahahahaha, yes there was a Racial aspect to it, that Dad and I always Laughed about.*

 

My Dear Dad never had to Raise his Voice or even Go Dark on anyone, he'd just LOOK at them and say Nothing, it was ALWAYS Enough.  He had a way with No Words, let us just say, that made folks Blood run Cold.   I know Mando told me that in the 13 Years he was in Maximum Security Prison {for a Crime he didn't do so he did get Exonerated}, the only ones nobody in Prison messed with were the Indigenous Inmates.  He said they never showed any Emotion, and no Words either, so you not only didn't know what they were Thinking, but, didn't know what they were gonna do, or what they were Feeling either.  The Guessing part was like playing Russian Roulette with a Loaded Gun and nobody wanted to Play THAT and find out if one was in the Chamber?  *LOL*  He said that you never knew if they Liked you or would take you Out?

He made Deliveries for Amazon on the Gila River Rez before he got too ill to Work.  Now, that's the Rez that The Man and I found Human Remains and they are a notoriously Feared Tribe, even amongst other Tribal folks.   Mando said that tho' they tolerated him being there and making the Deliveries, they always warned him not to be there after Dark.  So, he'd get his fucking Route done before Sundown.   He didn't wanna risk it.  The Son knows many from the Gila River Community that are Friends and were Co-Workers.   They'd invite him to go Drinking with them on the Rez, he's respectfully decline and tell them he'd prefer that things not go Sideways and they play Football with his Head if they began feeling 'Playful' like that.  *Winks and everyone Laughs*  The Man was like, "Honey, I don't wanna go to that Rez anymore, Okay?"

He knew I might be Crazy enuf to go there, but now he knows the Reputation of said Tribe, straight out of Tribal Police and Federal Agent's Mouths, after we handed over that Human Jawbone he found to them, he'd just rather NOT go back there.   You're Okay going to the Casino, but other than that, don't get out of the Vehicle is the best Advice I can give.  *Winks*  They as a Collective, make Dark Dawn look like a fucking Girl Scout from what I hear from reliable Sources.  *Smiles*   Dad's People are some Crazy Indians, but those tend to be perhaps even Crazier and 'Sensitive' about you being on their Land... as it should be.  I don't have any Problems Respecting that and giving Due Respect.   I do still go back for my Fry Bread tho' and the Tribal Wild Foods they Harvest and Sell.   I saw a Tribal Member only Yesterday while doing Environmental Cleanup, at the Gila River's Banks Harvesting some.  *Bwahahahahahaha*

 

We nodded to each other and there's no Bad Blood, that part of the River isn't on Tribal Land tho'.   But, it's not like they don't sometimes find Bodies there.  The Desert can be littered with them actually.   Keeps Law Enforcement busy... and... ironically, The Man has mentioned fairly often, "Honey, how come I'm usually the only White Person down there?"   *LMAOROTF*   I just respond, "It's Okay Honey, you're with me and you know I got your Back and am Ride or Die, and also, if any Old White Man wearing Military Shirts and Caps is down there anyway, they know he's a legit Bad Ass and Fears nothing and no-one... so, they'll probably leave you Be... *Smiles*

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On the Far Side of Normal in the Arizona Desert... Dawn... The Bohemian