Moral Incompatibility

 There is a Post Office Blue Box by where the Grandchild Works and usually I don't use it for all my Bills, and go to a main Post Office location to Mail it all, but, I didn't think I could make the commute with this Stomach Bug.  So, I had her feed all the Bills into the Blue Box outside her Chazza and it should be Fine.  They have it quite secured and even put spiky things in the Feeding slot so People can't risk shoving their Hands in there without getting injured, to prevent Mail Theft.  Society is just that Criminally inclined and Immorally skewed right now, that it's an anomaly these days to be Honest, have good Character and a Moral Compass intact.   And I just can't be around anyone who I have Moral Incompatibility with.  It makes me too uncomfortable to be around their Energy, if that makes sense?   I Feel a Person's Energy when I'm around them, if you don't, it's hard to explain what that's like.

I once even had a Manager of a Dollar General marvel and say out loud in front of other Customers that I was the most Honest Customer he'd seen in a very long time!   No, I'm no Saint by any stretch of the Imagination, but I do like to think I try very hard to be a decent Human and the best version of myself I can be. I'd made a Mistake, that I had thought was their Mistake.  I'd bought a 24 Pac of Expensive Canned Fancy Feast Cat Food for Eli there.  When we got Home I couldn't find it and thought they'd not bagged it or given it to us, so I went back to get it.  They couldn't find it at the Registers, so assumed they'd accidentally given it to the Customer behind me, who had been a pushy Woman in a hurry, grabbing up stuff before I could even get mine.  The Cashier remember her and remembered me, plus I had my Receipt to show I'd Paid for the Cat Food.  They had to take my Word I didn't get it.

The Manager approved me going and getting another Pac and apologized for me having to come back.  Well, I get Home with it and by then The Man had found the original Pac, he'd inadvertently put it in our Bedroom by Mistake!  I was like, oh shit, and took the replacement Pac back and apologized to the Manager, telling him it had been our Mistake after all, I was very embarrassed.  He insisted I KEEP it FOR BEING SO HONEST and he'd just Write it Off!   Saying he so appreciated Good Customers like us, such a Rarity these Days to have Patrons be so Honest!   I knew he'd said it openly in front of the many other Customers to make a point of Honesty Pays, and he wouldn't let me refuse the Free Cat Food!  It was a good Day to be Eli, he had his Gourmet Wet Cat Food Treat for Days!  *LOL*

I'm making Chili con Carne for Tonight and made Chorizo Breakfast Tacos for Brunch.   The Chorizo was the local Grocer's Chorizo made in their Meat Department, it was some of the best I've had.   I'm feeling somewhat better as we near Noon, so I Hope the Anti-D Meds I took will take care of the urgency to use the Bathroom?   And that whatever this is passes after Today?   Dr. Google says it can last anywhere from 1-7 Days, or even a Couple Weeks if severe, which is quite a spread.   I don't think I have a severe case, I don't feel really sick, just incapacitated with needing to stay close to a Bathroom, which is quite limiting.  It's why I'm making a Crockpot Dinner.  *LOL* 

In case you wanted to see the difference between Pasture Raised Hen Eggs {Left} and Cage Free {Right}, here ya go.  I usually Buy Pasture Raised unless they're out of Stock, which was recently the case with the current Egg Shortages making supplies sometimes limited lately.  Since the price of all Eggs is high now, it's the perfect time to consider switching to more Ethically and Humanely Raised Animals and supporting those Suppliers who treat their Animals better.   If an Animal has to suffer Inhumane conditions, or Animal Cruelty, just so I can save a couple Bucks, I'm not your Customer anyway and don't wanna be Supporting your Business.

The Dollar General near where Princess T works is Closed again.  They'd only re-opened from a very long Closure in February.  Now their Store is having Electrical Problems again, I don't know they can weather another Closure at that Location due to Building Maintenance Issues?  They lost a lot of Inventory they had to throw out when the Electrical failed and the Air Conditioner too, over the Spring and Summer.   We were so Happy when they finally re-opened last Month becoz we do shop there fairly often.  They have good prices and some Product, like our Septic Treatment we use Monthly, that none of the other Stores even carries.  When they re-opened I intentionally bought about 6 Months worth of Septic Treatment, just in case they ran out.  I didn't expect another Closure so soon!

And even at our Grocer, there were clearly some serious Supply Chain Issues evident.  There was none of the larger well known Brands of Lactose Free Milk.  Princess T and The Daughter are both Lactose Intolerant so need Lactose Free Milk.  Luckily there was a new obscure Brand and they had only 3 Gallons of it left, with a BOGO Free Ad on it!  So, I Scored a Gallon for each of them, getting the One for Free, so, it was a decent price for Two Gallons.  *Whew*  Otherwise this Brand was more expensive usually, but they're trying to promote it right now.  It was the only Game in Town tho', so... no other Options right now anyway.  I only bought absolute Essentials, trying to Save Up right now in case we owe Taxes again?  

They say that even Refunds are down 30%, which means everyone is paying more Taxes than usual.  Well, except the obscenely Rich, who are never Audited, so don't pay their Taxes, coz it's too costly for the IRS to be mired in delays and Appeals indefinitely.   They simply don't have the resources and budget for it and this Regime will cut their resources and budget even more.   So it will only be the Honest Taxpayers that will be paying for everything, not the Dishonest amongst us being Parasitic and treating us like their Hosts to feed off of.   And any Con Artist is Parasitic and we already know this President has been a Conman all of his Adult Life.   It's really the only thing he knows how to do well, otherwise he's a complete Moron, and with the cognitive decline being so obvious, he's only gonna get worse with his Mental capacity so compromised and so unstable.  The Meltdown we just saw in the Oval Office is the type of Spectacle to expect now in this Leadership... or lack thereof of being able to act like a Leader.

We are no longer Leaders of the Free World and stand for what is Right, Just and Good.   And it is pretty amazing to realize how many Americans are so out of Touch with what's going on, being in their own Bubbles and so uninformed, that they have no idea whatsoever what is transpiring around them.   Intentional ignorance is sadly prevalent, they don't wanna know.   They erroneously imagine that nothing will impact them if they just ignore all of it and pretend everything is as it should be.  I have Blog Friends that Live in Retirement Communities and they observe that a lot of the Older Americans are terribly out of Touch with whatever is going on outside of their small insulated Worlds.  And they could be some of the most impacted by the dismantling of Services they rely upon, and most of them are some of the most vulnerable in Society and should Care and be in the Know.

It's close to 80 degrees, but became so Windy it was blowing things over that were quite large.   And now The Man thinks he's got what I've got, so we'll be Tag Teaming to the Bathroom I guess... Splendid.  I'm doing quite a bit better and will continue taking the Anti-D Meds to help with all that.   Of coarse, The Man can psyche himself into feeling ill if anyone else has symptoms, he can be such a hypochondriac in his Old Age.  So, it's hard to tell if he's really got something or imagines he does?   I'd rather Hope he doesn't have it, it wasn't pleasant to have.  I want to be done with it, Two Days of it have been miserable.  And I'm still Napping a LOT, but, it feels so good and sometimes it's hard to wake up and crawl out of a Bed that is so cozy and inviting to be in. 

I Organized my Jams.  Yes, I have that many they required Organization, not only the ones I've bought, but those little ones that come with Meals at Restaurants and I can't bear to waste.  *LOL*  One would think I'm opening a General Store, I have so many Jams and Jellies.  I probably need never Buy another one in this lifetime, and that's no exaggeration.   The Daughter eats a lot of Jam so she's in Heaven with my Jam Hoard.  *LOL*   Sometimes The Man enables me, especially at Restaurants if they have the little Jam and Condiment thingy on your Table to help yourself.   He's become somewhat of a Jam Kleptomaniac!   Especially if they have Orange Marmalade Packets!  *LOL*  I like buying some unusual Jams too, that I've never seen before and sound interesting.

And in case you didn't Believe me, here's my Jam Drawer of tiny ones from Restaurants or came with Fast Food Orders.  Impressive, or mebbe even a bit Obsessive Compulsive Scary, No?  *LMAO*  Even my Kiddos and Grandkids or their Friends now Save their little Packets of shit for me from when they get Takeout or Eat Out!  *LOL*  I've become like Fagan of Oliver Twist, having the Children bring me stuff.  *Winks*  Now, I ended up with an overabundance of some becoz I had a Dear Waiter Friend who used to Hook me Up with Tiny Jams, he was like my Jam Dealer!  *Winks*  Only, he probably did it coz I'm a Generous Tipper and he really bonded with my Family.  *Smiles*   I know, I've told you before, I am NOT a Well Woman.  *Bwahahahahaha*

 

I was talking about Feeling a Person's Energy earlier in this Post.   And there are some folks who aren't very well Liked, or seem like they're not the best People, or have trouble Peopling, but, they have a Good Energy and therefore I Like them and get along great with them.  Even if many people do not or cannot.   Also, there are some folks who are very popular and well received by most folks, but they have a Bad Energy and therefore I can't be around them and limit my exposure to them.  There is something about them that the Energy doesn't match the Facade they present to the Public and have carefully constructed.   I'll be Cordial, but I won't Trust them and feel like they're not Genuine, otherwise they wouldn't be throwing off some Bad Energy.

Here's an Energy Story I've never told anyone before, but it seems like an appropriate Time to in this Post.  Years ago when our Kids were Young, a Dear Friend introduced me to a Woman she knew who she was very close to.  She thought I might become Friends with this Gal too, who on the Surface was Nice and Popular, everyone Liked her.  But her Energy was Bad and after the one time I told my Friend, I can't be around her.  Sorry, I'd been Pleasant with the Woman, but her Energy didn't Line Up with her outward Personality Display and it made me really uncomfortable.  No, I don't always know Why, but I trust my Energy Field Meter or whatever it is, it Serves me Well.  I don't have to Know anything about someone to Feel their Energy either.  And  your Energy can't be Controlled or Disguised by you, it just is what it is.

Well, fast forward many Years, our Kids are now Grown, that Woman had a very large Family, Eleven Kids, tho' I didn't know all the Children.  So, my Kids and I knew a few of them most of their Lives.   Now they're all Adults and I kept running into the One Daughter I knew best.  As a Kid she was very Stoic and a Quiet Child, but she started talking about what went on behind Closed Doors when she was Growing Up, that nobody knew about.  It wasn't Pretty, things like her Mom would dose the Smaller Children up with Cough Syrup to make them stay Asleep!!!!!  And it caused some of the Kids to become "Slow" Mentally!   And then the Bombshell of, she'd also Served a Dime in Prison for brutally Murdering one of her Husbands/Baby Daddy's!!!  

I don't know how many people knew this about that Woman, but, her Bad Energy did align with the Secrets that Daughter eventually told me and revealed.   She Loves her Mom, but clearly there was another side to the Woman that probably few Knew.   But her Energy was there and couldn't be disguised as easily.   And, clearly, that Woman, and others with Bad Energy, probably have Qualities that other folks can become enamored with and they don't Feel any Moral Incompatibility, but if I do, well, I just can't be around that Energy they throw off.   Besides, like Blog Friend Shirley recently said, Outside can sometimes be too Peopley for me at times, or right now.   I have to go with that and disengage when it just Feels like that to me.   Shirley has a lot of the Spidey Senses I do too, so we don't have to explain to each other what that's like.   

When I was a Kid I'd ask my Mom about what it was that I didn't understand about myself... like having Premonitions, Feeling Energy of People and such.   She explained to me in Age appropriate ways and told me many would be inclined to think it is Witchcraft, especially Churchy folks, or don't Believe at all, so, mostly you didn't advertise it.  The part about seeing the Halo around the Eyes when a Person's Time to depart is very Close, she taught me I should never tell them or anyone close to them, it's not meant to be Known.   That didn't quite Square to me since Doctors do that all the time when they Believe someone is close to their Time and often they are Wrong or are Off on the alleged "Expiration Date" projected and told.   But, anyway, I heeded Mom's Advice and only told her, which wasn't necessary, she could Tell too.  Her Abilities far exceed my own, mebbe it's watering down some, I dunno?  *LOL*

Or I'd tell The Man, since, not telling anyone is hard sometimes.   The Man has kept a Mental Tally of how many times my Mom, my Welsh Uncle, and I, were Spot On about shit like that.  *LOL*   He claims we're Batting 100, so he's no longer the Skeptic he once was and he takes me Serious as a Heart Attack when I have a Vision or Premonition that makes me Squirrelly or Alarmed.  I do not Like having them, but, there have been instances where it's probably Saved my Life, or the Life of someone else if they heed a Warning I give them, so, I don't think of it as a total Negative thing to have either.   But, when someone won't heed a Warning given, I know what the Outcome is in advance, and that always makes me Sad, coz, perhaps it was preventable... or mebbe it was just meant to be as it was and they weren't meant to heed it, I dunno.   When my Friend Tim Died from an Elective Surgery I'd urged him not to have and he didn't even have a Peace about, I Wish he just hadn't had it.

In Tim's Case I'd Worked with him the Night before he was to have the Elective Surgery the next Morning.  He made me Promise not to tell his Dear Wife that he and I had a Bad Feeling about that Surgery, she wanted him to have it.  But, he didn't want her to feel responsible if the Outcome was Bad.   And he was trying to shake off his Feelings he would not Survive it, but I knew he wouldn't if he had it, I was as Sure of that as I ever could be Sure about a Premonition.   I was very Emotional and he told me not to be, he'd be Okay, mebbe our Feelings were for nothing, and just Nerves?   Yeah, I said, mebbe... but that wasn't Truthful, I knew he was going thru with the Surgery and I also knew he wouldn't Survive it either... and he didn't.   His Wife told me afterwards the Risks were so low she didn't understand what happened..  And I never told her Tim had reservations and a Bad Feeling about it... and he'd told me and I had told him, change your Mind about having it.  No Point.   His Preventable Death wasn't Prevented.  And I'm glad we never told her.

I'm watching Bill Maher, I Love his Show.  He's so relevant, so witty, so well informed.   And I do think Americans are at a turning point to decide what we want to Be, Principled or Predatory?   And that's what each American has to ask themselves, do you want to be a Principled Human or a Predatory one?   And Fareed on the Show was hilarious about the Truth regarding what World Leaders have figured the Orange Ego out, Studied him well, and just Appealed to his Vanity, then offered Bullshit or something he already had, and left with him beaming and thinking he's Won, when he's Lost and gotten nothing.  He's a terrible Negotiator and that's all a Myth that he ever was a successful Deal Maker, he's had failure after failure.  He's Bankrupted his Casinos for Chrissakes... CASINOS!   Places you go to Lose YOUR Money!!!

Fareed said had the Ukrainian President gone in and flattered the Orange Ego, brought a big Fake Ukrainian Medal and pinned it on him saying what an Honor is was to be Working with America so successfully, and when you've Saved Ukraine we'll let you build a Trump Tower... and he'd of gotten anything he wanted.  I tend to agree, he's easy to flatter and manipulate if you've figured out how Vain and Delusional about himself being a "Stable Genius".  He's like putty in the Hands of someone whose studied him well and Plays him with Flattery and Bullshit, he can't tell the difference between his OWN Bullshit and Reality/Truth, never mind yours!!!

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Go with your Gut Instincts, they often Serve you Well, even if you don't fully Understand them and can't Explain them either... Dawn... The Bohemian