Disturbia, The Blog Post Title Hook for Today is your Fair Warning, we're going very Dark Demented Dawn on this Post with the Visuals. *Winks and Maniacal Laughter* Squeamish Beware! I'm Seven Posts yet Unpublished ahead, so we're nearing Halloween, whoop whoop. I've been on a productive Blog Bender and it's been therapeutic for me, Blogging still being Cheaper than Therapy and a lot more Fun. *Winks* Since it's The Daughter's 44th Birthday in Real Time Tomorrow, the 14th, a lot of her Friends have been calling her on my Phone all day. She doesn't have a Phone, she broke her last one supplied by the State, she's cracked the Screen on mine, no idea why it's so difficult for her to not break Phones? I can have Phones for Decades with no incidents or damage.
Anyway, everything I wanted to do for her as a Birthday Pressy has now been done and she's been indulged. I'm very indulgent with all the Family when it's their Special Day, I enjoy doing so, Giving always being more enjoyable and joyful to me than Receiving, I don't know why? On my own Birthday I don't really require indulgences and prefer quiet Free Time to just do whatever brings me the most Serenity and Feels Good as Me Time, even if it costs nothing at all. Most Holidays are like that for me too, I enjoy the Simplicity and Joys of the Atmosphere of them, with no expectations to Receive anything and fine if I don't.
The Daughter said they were supposed to be going out for her Birthday and then Mando left without her and without an explanation. Probably becoz a long time Female Friend stopped by unexpectedly to wish her a Happy Birthday and she didn't wanna be Rude and just leave, even tho' she was dressed to go out. She'd been getting Calls too all day to Wish her a Happy Birthday from all kinds of Friends and Family, he should have known this would be how it is, she has a lot of good Friends and folks who Care about her.
I sometimes think he gets jealous of how popular she is becoz lots of people just Like her and he's more Socially awkward? The Man is like that too, Socially awkward and more a Loner, but he knows I know a lot of people too and doesn't react Negatively to it with insecurities. If anything breaks those Two up, it would be this difference he can't seem to handle. She's told him before she's not giving up a single Friendship for him, he doesn't have to like every Friend she has, but, they're her Friends and she knew them all long before she knew him and they're all Lifelong Relationships. Whereas she's had Boyfriends come and go, and she's Okay with that. When it's Over you can remain Friends or... NOT! *Winks*
Her Son should be Flying out here from New Mexico next Friday and I know for Sure she's gonna make him a priority during the brief time he'll be here over the Holiday. So, I told her that the Boyfriend will either just have to get used to the time she spends with Friends and extended Family or he'll find himself being the one she detaches from. Like me, her many Friends are mixed company, neither one of us only has Female Friends, in fact, we probably have more Male Friends becoz it's easier to have less Drama with most Guys than with a host of Gals really. Both of us have low tolerance for anyone even smelling like Drama and a Headache, it's just annoying, exhausting and Childish. He knows if he's not getting along with her, or is upset with her, I don't Care what it's about, he has to leave, no Man Drama tolerated here, so, I guess he did.
I see how Socially Awkward he is and if someone is extremely Introverted it is hard for them to be around people they don't know or who aren't their Friends. The Daughter understands that but said you can't hold it against other people who Socially are more engaged and comfortable with lots of people. If The Man doesn't wanna Socialize with whoever drops by, he's Cordial and just excuses himself and goes in our Room to watch TV so everyone else can visit and Socialize. But, Mando doesn't live here, so if we have Guests and he's not comfortable, we're fine with him just leaving, it's okay, not at all necessary to stick around and mingle, OR be Dramatic about it. He has a Home to go to and all our Guests/Friends/Family are Welcome at our Home, period. If any of them don't like one another, or feel discomfort, just choose not to be here at the same time.
She said he could have excused himself and just said Goodbye, since she had the unexpected Company. Yes, they'd made loose Plans to go out, but it wasn't anything that couldn't wait until the Friend left, she didn't stay all that long. She had come by to drop off the Gift for The Daughter and Wish her a Happy Birthday early. The actual Birthday she felt that we could be doing something Special and Planned, and not have the time for unexpected Visitors. So, to me it was a considerate Visit to come a day early. I don't even monopolize the Birthday DAY of our Adult Kiddos coz we expect they make other Plans, with whoever they choose to, most of their Friends know this too. It's what people do. He eventually came back, much, much later. I personally feel they don't spend enuf time practicing Apartness and there has to be a balance of Togetherness and Space Apart in Relationships IMO. Even with Friendships.
If someone is too Needy or Clingy, too Insecure or overly Sensitive, I personally keep it at an Acquaintance level with them coz that doesn't Work for me. The Man and I are very similar that way and give each other our personal Space and sufficient time Apart, so that when we're Together it's Harmonious. I think Princess T is very much like me too coz she said that she's had to have conversations with her Boyfriend about not wanting to be Together SO much, it's suffocating to her if he wants to be around all of the time, she likes her Alone Time too much to sacrifice it in any Relationship. I'm glad she communicates that openly and forcefully so that the expectations of her Boyfriend and Friends respect that condition of a Relationship with her. I don't intrude on the Space of any of my Family's Alone Time and just leave them be.
My Solitary Time even expanded the Older I got. I'm not as Reclusive as The Man likes to be, he's not very Social and neither is Princess T. I can tell that Mando isn't either, it's just his personality, he likes being around some people and at ease, but, not all people. The Daughter on the other Hand is a People Person, which is very rare for someone with Schizophrenia, The Young Prince is more your Typical Schizophrenic that avoids most Social situations. Whereas with his Mom her Paranoia kicks in more when she's Alone than when others are around.
She feels more Protected with someone with her than when Alone and feeling more vulnerable and Psychotic about the "Them" she can't See and that Torment her and make her feel threatened. "They" are the Source of most of her Mental Health Episodes when she says she's seeing things with her "Real Eyes". So, she does like Mando being around and he is a Protective influence for her. She also really Likes all his Friends, he does have good Friends, just not as many as her.
I'm glad that he returned so that they can do something for her actual Birthday, which in Real Time is Today, the 14th. She doesn't have a Vehicle, can't ever Drive {she knows how but has permanent restriction due to level of Mental Illness}, and I can't take her anywhere due to other commitments for her Dad's Medical stuff going on Today. I took her and Mando with us Yesterday to Celebrate early, and left Today Open for her to be with her Friends and do whatever she intended to do. Her Brother and Daughter have to Work and won't be Home until much later in the Afternoon.
Princess T spend all day with Rusty since it was his Birthday on the 13th, he'd taken the Day Off, she took him out to Eat and presented his Gifts in a big Basket she made for him of them. He seemed to enjoy his Special Day, he's such a Quiet reserved Young Man and doesn't do much for himself, but spoils her rotten. Reminds me of how my Dad was with my Mom. Of all the Guys she's liked, we like him best so far and they've stayed together longest so far.
However, he may be more Serious about their Relationship than she is I suspect? And more insecure about it ending and she doesn't like that he has mentioned he gets concerned she'll break up with him. I asked if it only annoys her becoz he could be Right? *Solemn Look at her.* Well, it's still annoying Gramma coz I haven't broken up with him again. You see, there was a 1st time and a reconciliation. *Winks* She is one of those people that would rarely give second chances if you get Swiped Left in any Relationship with her that isn't Working for her anymore for any reason. *Smiles*
She's had Friends that once they annoyed her too much, Bye Felicia. *Ha ha ha* I confess that I've been like that too, you can be In or you can be Out, either way, I'm Okay with it. Sometimes I may even Feel too Friended Up. So, One less Bell to answer, One less Egg to fry, if I let you go, you know? Bye, Bye, Bye. Be Well and Be Gone. *Bwahahahaha* BTW: Mebbe should have put a Disclaimer up besides The Blog Post Title Hook about how Macabre and Disturbing some Imagery might be for the squeamish for this Blog Post, huh? *LOL* This Artisan does Amazing Work and I want my Granddaughter who does Professional Special Effects to see it all for Inspiration. We're both equally Macabre and Disturbed, The Young Prince too, the Three of us being the Family's most Demented Relatives. *LMAO*
Princess T still hasn't shown me her Halloween Costume so I'm kinda concerned she'll be in a Mad desperate Rush to find one at the 11th Hour and want me to Hunt for it with her? *Yikes, Eye Roll* I'm just kinda Hoping it's available Online coz she prefers Online Shopping coz it doesn't involve going out in Public and Dealing with People. *Smiles* For the Introverts and those with Social Anxieties, Online Shopping is their Bliss to get whatever they Need or Want at the click of a Button.
I personally don't like it, I like my Shopping the Old Fashioned way, even just Window Shopping scratches an itch for me if I don't Buy a damned thing, I could still enjoy doing it for Hours when I'm in the Mood to. I Online are more inclined to get Lost in Reading of Blogs and every once in a while fall down the Pinterest Rabbit Hole. Less than before, but I did indulge last Night in a Pinterest Freefall and Cribbed some Killer Halloween Imagery for my Pinterest Board and some Shares for this Post.
It can lead you to some Sites where Artisans Sell their Wares too, which I like. These grotesque Monster Eggs and other disturbing Macabre Offerings, for example, I'd Love to Own one of, but the Etsy Shop it led me to has nothing offered right now, dammit! This is Weird & Wonderful enuf I would like to have at least One!!! They also had grotesque Light Switch Covers, Votive Holders, Mugs, etcetera. I have Cribbed some Imagery of those, it looks like some of the Special Effects one of my very Talented Granddaughters back East, the Younger of the Trio, does for a Living and got formally Trained for.
She usually gets Hired this time of Year to Create Special Effects for Major Haunted Attractions and people's Over-The-Top Realism Characters and Special Effects Makeup for Halloween. I don't know that she's done it for any Hollywood Movies yet, but she definitely could. She does Custom Macabre Art all of the time and Sells it or does Commissioned Pieces. She would appreciate this Artist's Work, it's right up her Alley. And, it was a strong Hint that her Gramma Dawn wouldn't mind if she Created somethin-somethin like this for me and Surprised me with it?! Hell, I'd be her Best Customer and Buy it if she decided to make a Line of it too!!!???! I know she's got the Entrepreneur and Hustler Spirit in her and is Channeling her Inner Morticia Addams too. *Winks*
The Storm last Night had Microbursts that did as much damage as a Tornado or Hurricane. The Phoenix Zoo got hit hard and some Neighborhoods in the City. Some smaller Towns and Cities got hammered as well, we escaped unscathed right around here, Thankfully. Coz enormous Trees were uprooted and tossed about like Matchsticks. Roofs, Signs, and Metal Structures were mangled and torn off their Structures, twisted all to Hell and thrown thru other stuff as projectiles. Flooding occurred as Well, the Streets of Globe-Miami area are still like raging Rivers, they're not catching any breaks there and are just East of the Metro Phoenix Valley up US 60.
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So, the Imagery of all that carnage is all over this Morning's News telling us of the devastation that happened as we all slept. I have no Idea what Fuckery ensued out of the White House while we slumbered, but Donnie Two Dolls is having more Dementia Addled Late Night Social Media Rants that keep getting more and more Whacko. We really need to enact the 25th Amendment, just how unraveled with advanced Dementia and Serious Mental Illness are they gonna let the man get before they acknowledge he's not Fit to be in Leadership? Perhaps he should even be Institutionalized in Long Term Care for those with his advanced Condition, for his own sake and the Safety of those he could harm besides himself. He can't be expected to make that decision for himself or for the rest of us not to be harmed by him, he's clearly too far gone.
He never was fit or qualified for the Presidency, but it's to the point of absolute Absurdia now, isn't it? And that Vice Prez of his, the Couch Fucker Nepo Hire, well, he's just a Younger Mental Patient, isn't he? Christ on a Bike, ole' JD is certifiable and can you imagine him taking over once Donnie Two Dolls is dispatched? Which HAS to happen at some point, Three more Years is a stretch to expect it not to get hopelessly worse otherwise. I wouldn't let any 80-83 Year Year Old make major Life decisions for me and mine. Or probably not even for themselves, most especially if they had even the appearance of that level of cognitive decline going on, just sayin'!!!
You'd be doing an Intervention and calling Adult Protective Services to do an Eval. I think that's Why he's had his "Annual" Checkup TWICE now, in less than 6 Months actually. *Eye Roll, highly Unusual and Rare, tho' not unheard of it you're in Bad Shape.* And he looks to be in Bad Shape, not just Mentally, but obvious Physical decline as well, the Nicknames are abounding and all the bad Makeup in the World and ill fitting Clothing isn't fooling anyone or covering up that Pallor, the Bruising, the concerning Swelling, Bloated appearance and obvious Confusion he's constantly displaying now.
His latest Late Night Rant Online made it sound like he thought Joe Biden was The President on that infamous Day of January 6th and Ordered the Insurrection! Hey, Donnie, did you forget YOU were the fucking President on that Day, not Uncle Joe? YOU were the one stoking your Cult and ginning them up for a Coup attempt so he wouldn't BE President, and you could remain President, remember? *Huge Eye Roll* YOU also didn't call in the National Guard or the Military to STOP that, and you should have, they had Gallows set up to Hang your VP for Chrissakes and chanting to Hang Mike Pence! HE had to do the Right thing as a Leader, and call for appropriate Backup and ensure a more Peaceful transfer of Power of who America Voted in, to now Lead them!!
Yet now you want us to think Portland is trying to take over the Country... I dunno... mebbe make everyone Drink Kombucha or go Vegan? After all, I do see Inflatable Cartoon Characters dancing the Streets of Portland, should I be Scared or Concerned, more than what I saw on January 6th, which really was terrifying and out of Control? Just sayin'. And then to add Insult to Injury for all those Capitol Police maimed, injured or killed, and the Trauma it caused Elected Officials they were coming after if they got to them, you then Pardoned all of the Convicted Insurrectionists of that Day with the swipe of a Pen! Many of whom were Armed with Weapons, and had very long Sentences for the level of Violence the committed, after they went thru lengthy Trials in a Court of Law and were deemed Guilty by a Jury of their Peers. As is the American way of Law and Order, of respecting the Rule of Law and an Orderly Society that Values Freedom and the Constitution, who want a functional Democracy and No Kings.
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And another Peaceful No Kings Protest is scheduled for October 18th my Friends, be part of the Resistance any way you can and will. They say it should top the 5-6 Million who participated in the one held this Summer and shows the Public Resistance to a Dictatorship and Authoritarian Rule replacing a Democracy OF the People BY the People and FOR the People. Listen, if you're so incapable of Adulting that you think you Need another Adult to tell you what to do, when to do it, how to do it, then you need to have a Caregiver, not a King. He don't Care about you or yours, and if you really do Need a "Daddy", he's not your best choice. And to resolve your Daddy Issues and a longing for any random Old Man to take Care of you and make all your decisions... and tell you what to do about everything, so you don't have to be or act like an Adult, a good Therapist or Shrink might be a better choice for you.
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Absolutely nothing Pictured in this Post is as Scary as what's coming out of this White House... Dawn... The Bohemian
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