Survivalist TV And Why Joe Would Have To Go

 I'm telling you what, I've watched enuf Episodes of "Dateline" now to realize that when Rich Folk have financial troubles, they start killing off their Loved Ones for the Insurance Money!  Lord have Mercy.  It seems it's Classic Rich Folk behavior to default to Murder when their Fortunes dry up or are at risk of becoming Not Rich!  Every Episode they act like it won't be The Family that did it when a  Wealthy Family's Loved One gets whacked and then they dig into the Financials and find, Oh... Motive!!!  *LOL*   And now I mostly watch the Episodes just to prove myself Right for Solving the Case before the Episode is a Wrap, when, it's not all that complicated to connect the Dots.  And I'm no Forensics or Expert in Interrogation, but... Duh!!!   It's Rare that I'm Surprised at who did it! *Eye Roll*

 Then, if they're affluent Perps, I suspect they send them off to some Country Club Prison to Serve their Time.  You know, where Rich Criminals are Housed in a way they are more accustomed to and most comfortable, as opposed to any of us Peons who commit Crimes, even if less Serious ones.  As if the Criminal Justice System isn't Tiered enuf in the whole Prosecution and Defense Process.  So many times the Rich can afford the best Justice that Money can Buy.  I don't think anyone disputes that Fact.  All the Money to be made in the DOJ is in Defense, not in Prosecution, which, speaks volumes about how the whole System works and is structured to play out IMO.  Prosecution should pay way more than Defending Criminals to try to get them off, or reduced Sentences, for the Crimes they committed.  I earned FAR less working at the DA's Office than I did Twenty Years earlier in Banking.

And of coarse I still watch all the Crime Documentary Shows and Docuseries regardless.  Like "First 48", which, you can make some Wicked Dark Gallow's Humor Comedy about, like Tom Segura did, and Brilliantly I might add.  If you haven't seen his "First 48" Routine poking Fun at his Favorite TV Show on A&E, you HAVE to, you can Thank me later.  I Laugh so hard my Sides hurt, every single time I re-watch it... it never gets Old... coz, it's pretty damned accurate, if I do say so.  He starts with telling you he can't tell you where to go, but, he can tell you where NOT to go... where ever they Film "First 48".   And that if they apparently don't Solve that shit within the First 48 Hours, they give up, coz that's Old News, that shit happened on Monday and it's Wednesday, Moving On.  And... he's not Wrong.

Anyway, Moving On... The Man is presently watching his Fav TV alleged "Reality" Shows, which involve Survivalists.  "Surviving" in places People have already Lived full time for Centuries... sometimes they even wear Clothes, or, sometimes they do this Naked and Afraid.  *LOL*  And those Shows always strike me as quite pretentious and very "Americanized" Entertainment.  Since, Surviving in those Locations across the Globe, the Locals have been doing just Fine and Surviving it for Generations.  And, without a TV Crew and pretending they're Master Survivalists.  Or being able to Tap Out if it gets to be Too Much and they simply couldn't or wouldn't Survive the Experience.  For however long, in a condensed One Episode of "Surviving" it, the Contestants almost always can't and looked completely Wrecked even if they didn't Tap Out.  And are deemed the Winner or 'Taught' us how best to "Survive"!!  *Eye Roll*

Yeah, No, if I get stranded in any of those Locales, if possible, I'm walking to the closest Village.  And depending upon the Locals to ensure my Survival, not any of these Contestants, who brag about their Resumes and how adept at "Surviving" they are.  Coz they don't look like they're doing too well at it frankly, and are barely Surviving an Episode.  And I've seen Hundreds of Episodes that The Man has watched so far... on numerous versions of these Shows... and... I'm underwhelmed and just know the Indigenous of the area are handling it MUCH better.  They should just be Filming them and handing the Village the $$$ Prize being doled out by Sponsors of the Show IMO to the "Winners".  *LOL*  Now, that would be Philanthropic, do the most good in those Locations that are harsh, and not just merely pretentious Americanized Entitled Entertainment to me.

I know, I know, I'm Jaded.  *LOL*  The Man HATES me to sit in on those Shows and Spoil it like that for him.  *Winks*  I'll tell him which of those Contestants would NOT Survive if Partnered with me.  The ones like Joe Teti of "Extreme Survival".  Coz he's such an unnecessary risk taking arrogant and pretentious Prick, so I'd have to Kill him and say it was accidental and he just didn't make it.  *Smiles and Winks*  Cody and Matt, I'd let Live, coz I LIKE them, they appear to be great Guys, have Humility and go about it sensibly, and would actually be Helpful in my Survival.  I think we'd all Survive just Fine together and have a good time doing it.  *Winks*  The Man knows, Joe wouldn't make it out Alive if he had to Partner with the likes of me having to be in a Life and Death Situation Experience.  Joe would have to Go.  *Winks*  The Man thinks THAT is hilarious, he knows me. 

 And, The Man is an Actual Survivalist, so he knows Why I HATE Joe.  I'm waiting for the Episode where Joe does something risky and stupid to Show Off for the Cameras and has to be Air Lifted out.  Just a Near Death Experience, to Teach Joe a Lesson, would Entertain me Enough.  He doesn't actually have to Die.  *Ha ha ha*  Clearly I'm not a Well Woman... *Bwahahahahaha*  Anyway... I am watching some News, which I limit exposure to since American is going to shit.  And noticing how Donnie Two Dolls seems to be setting Ole' JD up for a Fall now.  Which I think JD was Chosen to be a Fall Guy all along, he was always dispensable and disposable.

  Donnie always Needs a Scapegoat to blame for his fuck-ups and bad decisions, he won't Own any of it.   Someone to throw under the Bus now, mostly about the whole illegal Iran War fiasco, which he's grown bored with now he and Family have made it profitable for them, but can't seem to find an Exit Route, they didn't think that far ahead of the Money Grab of starting an Illegal War and the Global instability they've caused by recklessly starting one unnecessarily, and the consequences it has had.   So, it's JD's turn to be Sacrificed it seems.  Listen, after he wanted previous VP and Loyal Foot Soldier Cyborg Pence to be Hanged during the Jan. 6th Insurrection, I'm surprised anyone wanted to be his VP in 2.0, I ain't gonna Lie.  You had to know you'd be Sacrificed, mebbe literally, eventually.  Donnie Two Dolls has recently even said so, he may be Laughing when he says these thing glibly, but he's not Joking.

It was 111 Degrees Today, Toasty, so a good thing I got everything done so early, tho' I took a late Morning 3 Hour Nap, which those Siestas Late Morning or Early Afternoon, coupled with a Child's Bedtime, is becoming my New Normal Routine and necessary.  I don't know why but I'm beyond Physically Fatigued all of the time lately, wrung out doing things that shouldn't make me feel that exhausted.  So, I know my Body is not 100% and I'm glad they're trying to figure it out so we can address it.  My Family are concerned coz they never have seen me sleep this much.  The Meme further Below in this Post was more my Normal all my Life, becoz I am ADHD and Bipolar, which means, I usually never Slept much at all.   I'd fall Asleep easily once I felt the Need to, but wouldn't Sleep a Full Eight ever... didn't seem to require it.  

If you're Bipolar or have Adult ADHD too, you understand how that is NOT "Normal", but it is YOUR Normal.  So, it's very foreign to me to Feel intense Fatigue and require so much Sleep to Recharge, even if I haven't done all that much to deplete very much Energy.  It also means I'm only good for doing a limited amount of what Needs to get done every day and the rest has to remain on Hold and not get done, unless someone takes one for the Team and does it FOR me.  The Daughter has been stepping in and doing that, The Son too, of which I don't know what I'd do without them here now.  And I am Hopeful that whatever Medical Issues I am having get resolved quickly coz I can't afford to be Sick or not Last at this juncture.  Too much rides on me remaining Well and Vertical.

Hot Damn, I just realized if I get this Post finished and in the Unpublished Queue I'll be a whole Dozen Unpublished Posts ahead!  I'm mos def in Manic Blogger Mode, I think it is some level of repressed Anxiety about the upcoming MRI and what it might reveal in the way of the Mysterious "Mass" they Speak of.  I don't actually FEEL anything about it Emotionally speaking, yet, it is the Elephant in the Room right now I'm pretending isn't there, and yet I'm not able to completely ignore the Presence of either.  So, you just move around said Elephant and go about Daily Life becoz you just have to remain Functional and not distracted by the Unknowns that could be another fucking Crisis... but, might not be, and until I know for SURE, I don't Plan to go to Pieces over it right now.  I don't know I Plan to go to Pieces over it even if its gonna be really Bad News, coz, that wouldn't be at all Helpful to.  And I'm very pragmatic about doing what is most Helpful, the rest being a Waste of Time, Energy and Resources.  If it's not part of the Solution, it is part of the Problem.

My Mind is kind of on a Spin and Swivel tho', even tho' my Feelings are repressed, which is my Normal.  My Mind does that all the time anyway, as do my Emotions just be up under Control.  But my Mind is racing and spilling much faster if there's a potential Problem, and thinking upon potential Solutions to whatever could be a worse case scenario.  I'm usually leaps and bounds ahead of and in front of any Problem before it actually hits.  I'm developing Plans of Action beforehand, and if they become not even necessary, no harm, no foul, for having laid them out just in case.  I can ditch them if they aren't even necessary.   But, you can't wait for your Ship to come in if you never even sent one out.  I send my Ships out all the time and that way when one Needs to come back in, filled with whatever Cargo is now Necessary and Helpful, then, we make that Call.  *Winks*  I don't wanna be on the Titanic and have no fucking Life Rafts when it's going Down, is what I'm trying to say.

I don't Receive grim prognosis or diagnosis Well tho', in that, I don't RECEIVE them as just Stated by the "Experts".  Coz, you ain't DEAD 'til GOD says so... regardless of what the Medical Community may even give you as your "Expiration Date".  I was given an "Expiration Date" at the Age of 5, I refused to Die then to prove them Right and I'm almost 70 now, so... they can be Wrong.   They never could explain to my Parents how I was still Alive, we chalked it up to remaining Up By Faith and knowing it WOULD Hold.  We're tenacious Motherfuckers like that when it comes to beating Odds, no matter how stacked against us they may be.  My Welsh Uncle was deemed Terminally Ill and given Weeks to Live when he was Middle Aged... he wouldn't Receive that prognosis or diagnosis and outlived Four of his Doctors, Died at 90, and not from the Malignant Tumors that were all thruout his Body and not Operable.  He'd splash Holy Water on himself every Morning and Carry On with his Purpose.  He said when God said so, he'd Die, but not a Moment before that Call by his Creator.  I feel exactly the same way.

Even tho' my Younger Brother was deemed Terminally Ill and allegedly had a 5% Survival Rate for his Diagnosis when he was a Young Adult... he's 66 now... not Dead yet.   And still has that Grim Survival Rate, his Docs don't even know why he's still Alive.   Coz it is progressively worsening with his Heart now functioning at less than 20% and by all accounts his Cardiologist said he should be Dead, he just has refused to Die yet.  I told him when he was in his 20's and my Parents were told to make Funeral Arrangements for him, he Called me to say Good-Bye and I told him simply, "Syd, you're not Dead 'til GOD says so."  He took that to Heart and thus, so far, is still above Dirt and living each Day fully, and like it could be his last, since it could very well be his Last if God says so.  But none of us has an Expiration Date Stamped on our Ass, none of us really knows for sure our Time in this Realm.  When it's Over it will be Over.  If we've Served our Purpose here, it's probably Over, I'm Okay with that.  I got what seems to be a lot of fucking Purpose for Needing to still be here and Last... so... we'll see if God agrees?  *Winks*

I feel like I've had a Good Run either way actually, can't Complain, got to be Old for more than a Minute, a Privilege not afforded to many.   I do Believe I could coast thru my 70's relatively intact and Well, coz I'm not Busted for my Age, or so my Kiddos and Friends all tell me anyway.  But, by my 80's, God be Willing to leave me here that long, I dunno... most of my Maternal Side did make it to their 80's and 90's... those just don't appear to be good Decades of remaining Alive for the vast majority that make it that far along in Life.   My Dad's side, being Indigenous, they have a shorter Lifespan, by at least a Decade or more than the National American Average of any other Demographic.   So, I've already Outlived just about all of Family on that Side.  My European Genes probably sustaining me beyond the Native American Genetic predisposition.  

Plus, I didn't lead as Hard and difficult a Lifestyle, or suffer as much discrimination and lack, as being on a Reservation all my Life either.  I've had more Privilege and Opportunity than any of them ever had or probably will ever have for even their Younger Generations.  Some of their Youngsters didn't make it to Adulthood, or Died in Young Adulthood, still.  Mortality Rate being high, high, high.   Anyway, at a certain Season of Life we do begin dropping like Flies.  Like I mentioned in a previous Post, when I try to look up High School Friends now that I may have lost Touch with, I'm taken immediately to my School's Memorial Page almost all of the time now and the List of Obituaries far exceeds whose Left.  They quit having Reunions for the Year I Graduated after the 50th one passed.  Se la vie.

But, I don't mean to become unduly Macabre for this Post.  The Son called me when it was his Lunchtime, he's working a Full Time Shift Today too, and I took him up to "Taco Bell" nearby where he bought us all Lunch... or... Early Dinner.  While I was doing Environmental Cleanup very early this Morning I ran into Sean, one of Princess T's Friends and previous Co-Workers, on his Electric Skateboard going to his new Job at a "Goodwill" nearby.  It was good to see him, a very Nice Young Man, very Mature for being only 25, he sometimes Reads my Blog, so a Shout Out to Sean if you're Reading this Post.  You know I Blog about everyone and everything, so he knew he could end up in here.  *Winks* 

 His slightly Younger Brother had been the Freight Manager where The Son Works at "Dollar Tree", and Elijah looked so much like his Older Brother Sean, I knew they HAD to be related!  Definitely that very Strong Family Resemblance, their Parents are apparently Cloning them.  *Ha ha ha*  Elijah is the one who quit to go work for their Dad doing Plumbing again, he too was a very Nice Young Man according to The Son, for a 23 Year Old he was very Mature, ambitious and responsible.  I'm glad some Young People are finding steady work coz this Economy is not Good for many and AI will only make it way worse.  Those who are in Deep paying for a College Education and Degrees may find it was for nothing they will be able to making a Living at now and in the Future, with AI compromising their prolonged Security.

We had someone random drive up and ask if The Son was Selling his Car.  He doesn't have a "For Sale" Sign on it, but, he does wanna get rid of it, it's not operational, but, he's put Money into it and he's not a Mechanic.  The Guy was driving the identical Vehicle, so may just be looking for a Parts Car for the one he's already operating, I dunno.  The Daughter talked to the Guy in Spanish and will help her Brother with the Negotiation of a Deal, she's a better Negotiator than him anyway.  It's better he have the Money and we get it outta here and not pour Money into it.  We're Hopeful he may get a couple Grand out of it, it's a Chevy Malibu.  Older ones go for around $3,900, so it's not unreasonable for him to expect to get half for his, someone good with Cars can repair it or even use it for the sum of it's Parts and just Chop it.  I've told him to get one of those Electric Scooters or Skateboards in the interim, a lot of folks use them now to get around, cheaper than owning a Vehicle and paying for Gas at the inflated prices now of both.

 

I did some serious Retail Therapy for myself on an Auction, as a very early Birthday Pressy.  Since, it wouldn't have been available in August when it is my Birthday and the Seller knocked a huge amount off when I made a lowball offer, but, was what I could budget for.   I was pleasantly Surprised the Offer was accepted without countering and haggling, so they were hungrier for the Sale than I was for the Purchase.  Or, who knows, they might have made their Money on the Buy or Bought it way back in the early 2000's when the Line was virtually Unknown?  That's how I got most of mine in that Collection.  But, it's something for one of my most Cherished Collections, to add to it, and is something the Designer has not made now for many Years.  I had noticed more of them coming up for Sale recently, and of the early Years Vintage Line and lower Asking Sales Prices than usual.  Most are taking Offers too.  I think folks are desperate for Money, so they're willing to Sell well below Value, of their most Cherished Investment pieces, that could fetch much more in a good Economy, but, not in a shitty one.

She's already Shipped it, so I should receive it in a couple of Days, I'm so Jazzed.  And the amount I got knocked off was considerable, more than I've ever had knocked off anything I've ever bought and had a Seller agree to knock off their Ask Price, so, Color me deliriously Happy.  I do know you get your best Deals when there is Blood in the Streets, it is when you should Buy your biggest Investments and higher Dollar Purchases.  It's when I Bought this Property, and when I Bought my last Two Vehicles and this New Fridge.  Interest Rates were 0% or 2% Tops when the Economy is flatlined and flailing, when Economically we're in the shitter as a Nation and so Sellers are more desperate than Buyers.  Having 2% on my Mortgage and 0% Interest on other Major Purchases is like Free Money I'm using of someone else's $$$ to make my Buy.  

It's when most folks won't spend Money coz they're Panicking about the Economy.  Listen, even if everything goes to shit, I'd rather have Invested in tangibles I Need or Want, when I couldn't get them at any better Terms any other time.  It's also how the Rich always get Richer... they Buy up everything Cheaply when the Economy is in shambles for everyone else.  And right now the Economy is in shambles, the Elite have caused it to be, and their ulterior motive to do so was to get even Richer at everyone else's expense.  This is not even "New", America has pretty much always been this way, lest I forget sometimes that it always has been.   I'm not saying things aren't Bad, I'm just saying that for as long as I've been Alive for almost Seven Decades now, this is how it's always been and the Status Quo.  

Some progress has been made, but, as always, once a Step has been made forward in a Positive Progressive way for the Masses, or the most Oppressed, there will be Resistance from the Top, and from the Fearful, to try to Dial it back to how it was.  The Good Old Days were NOT Good for everyone, not long ago actually.  Rights have been hard fought for and Won for many of us.  The Elite use the Fear of the Grieved tho', as Leverage to their Advantage.  It's how MAGA's Movement was Born.   To "Cover" for what they're looting and Grifting from the Top, they Create a Scapegoat "Enemy" that stokes the Fears of who feels they're Losing Ground and Need to Blame someone, anyone.  Why do you think Civil Rights are being rolled back now?   Becoz the very Thought of Minorities, Women, Immigrants, Gays, and the Disabled actually receiving Human Rights EQUAL to everyone else whose always enjoyed them, and the attainment of The American Dream for ALL... creates stiffer "Competition".  To vie for those limited Jobs, Homes, Loans.  So Grievance Politics works very well... and is being heavily exploiting Grieved Demographics right now and Weaponizing them too.

If it goes to the most Qualified on a more Level Playing Field, that previous Privilege erodes.  What if you were and always have relied on Privilege and being the Right Demographic that were Granted unmerited Favor before, whaddya gonna do now on a Merit Based System!?  Just being a White Cis Gender Male no longer holds it's Favor as solidly as it once did now.  And so rather than Blaming Technology taking their Jobs, or Times changing so that some ways of making a Living are just Passe' now and redundant, or the Elite causing exploitation and manipulating The System to further enrich themselves at the Expense of the rest of us... it's easier to Blame the Scapegoat of the times.

   Hey it's the DEI in their Minds and Opinion that is The Devil... as if Diversity, Equity and Inclusion is somehow a BAD and Evil thing.  No, the Grieved, who Feel their Grievances deeply, coz they are having a tough time of it, don't want Diversity and the more Diverse America we now have and they can't accept.  They definitely don't want Equity for ALL Human Beings, and forget about Inclusion... they'd much prefer Exclusion of those they Feel somehow Superior to, or adverse to, and biased or hold Hatred or Prejudices towards.  They want Women to be back to having less Rights than Men, Minorities to be back to having less Rights than White Folks, the Gays to be back in the Closet and Denied Human Rights too, the Disabled not to have accommodations to whatever Disability challenges them within Society, the Immigrant to be turned away and Denied access, even Legally.  The Non-Christian or certain Brands of Christianity, to be persecuted as if America has to adhere to only One Religious Brand that just happens to be theirs... not Freedom OF Religion or FROM Religion, which IS the Beauty of what we have the Right to and some abhor.

Sure, I'd like all Immigration to be done Legally, but do you realize how fucked up and disparate Immigration has been for Decades now, with no improvements done to it deliberately?  It's been broken and it's not been fixed, every place prospering Globally of coarse is going to attract those from less prosperous or dire Situations elsewhere, it always has.  Every wave of Immigrant to these Shores came here for a Reason, to leave their Homeland and Hope for a better Life and Future.  Every single one from the first Boats that landed on these Shores, to escape the Oppression from whence they came.   But then didn't wanna Share it with who was already here, the Indigenous.  Even tho' it was a big enough Land to Share.  And so just took it from them, tried to commit Genocide of them, to rid themselves of the nuisance of an Indigenous Population they felt Superior to, and didn't understand or approve of the ways of, as if they were Entitled to. 

 And now the Ancestors of said same "Original Immigrants", resent current Immigrants, it's rather Ironic and hypocritical.  My Native American Dad's response to anyone with that Mindset was always, "Oh, so, you're AGAINST Immigration, Splendid, when you leaving?"   And I have Mexican American Friends who feel the same way, coz their Ancestors were in these parts of our Country back when it was still part of Mexico, and before we {United States}, Bought it from Mexico.   So, they Immigrated nowhere and didn't cross any Oceans to get here.  So they find it Ironic that someone whose Ancestors did, will tell them to go back from where they Came From!!!  Coz, they've always been here.  My Mom was a Legal Immigrant but it took her YEARS to be allowed in, with many restrictions of that time, and even tho' she and my Dad would be Married.  And Believe it or not, in those early 1950's, not all Tribal Peoples were wholly considered American Citizens of their own Country... take that, put it in your Pipe, and Smoke it...

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Lets move past the Grievance Politics and just fucking try to be a United States of American again... coz a Nation or House divided against itself will surely decline and eventually Fall... Dawn... The Bohemian

Save The Panic For Legit Sh*t... And... The Son Turns 40!

Now that I'm keeping Hours like a Newborn Infant, I went to Bed at around 5:30 p.m. and woke at 3:33 a.m. the next Morning!!!   I've never been a Morning Person and during my Corporate Lives always worked Nights, so switching to being one has set my Internal Clock to some pretty Weird Hours of Sleep and Waking apparently!   I don't mind it actually, I'm allegedly Retired, so who Cares about the Clock anymore in Retirement?!  Tho' my Calendar sure doesn't look remotely like a Retirement Calendar should IMO, shouldn't there be Days with Nothing written on there?  *Bwahahaha*  I Wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Today is The Son's 40th Birthday!!!  Goodbye 30's!!!  He's having more than a bit of a Midlife Crisis about it, 30 didn't hit him hard, but 40 is I guess.  He looks about the same, even Twice as Old in Photos {See Above taken about 20 Years apart.}... so I don't know why he's worrying about it.  Looking Good is the best Revenge against Father Time.  Tho' he does think it Creeper Worthy that the 20 Something Gals at Work say he still looks really Good and not as Busted as most Guys Old enuf to be their Father!  *Bwahahaha*   Kinda a Backhand Compliment and I Get the Creep Factor of a 20 Year Old thinking you're Hawt, when you are Old enuf to be their Dad!  He has no desire to be considered a Zaddy... or anyone's Dad.  Even when the Opportunity exists.  *Winks and Laughs*   I think perhaps becoz he's Lost so many Friends who Died prematurely, it does give one a sense of your own Mortality tho', even at Midlife, Old Age being a Privilege not afforded to many.  Plus, 40 is the tipping point in Employment, that's about when Employers appreciate your Experience and Wisdom less and they start thinking of Hiring folks half your Age, so the Workforce is more exploitable and less Costly.  Coz of coarse, Capitalism has it's Dark Side.

And thus we begin this Post with Gallow's Humor.  After my Bottoming Out Day, and now learning I have a "Mass" on my lower Left Quadrant, which sounds pretty Vague and Ominous... The Daughter went into a House Cleaning Frenzy for me, to Cheer me up.  Since, the messiness of my deferred Housekeeping and tendency to Cluttering up a Living Space, was out of Control.  Enough so that Caseworker Victor had said something about it, making me Feel really embarrassed.  If you missed THAT Post, well, he thought he was being complimentary by saying he had NOTICED that I had TRIED to Clean-Up!!!  Oh, Lord, his Notes must look like this Family are ALL Head Cases and Medical Cases!   Well, we ARE, so he'd be accurate at least.

So far Adult Protective Services hasn't shown up and I doubt they will, since, Placement for Six of us in One household would be a Tall Order for any Agency and they got Budget Cuts.  This Administration isn't keen on Funding for Social Services since it would provide less for them to Steal and Grift off of to enrich themselves.  So, pretty sure they'll keep saying they Notice, and hope we take that as enuf of an encouraging compliment I keep TRYING.  You Go, Girl!!!  *Bwahahaha*  Actually, Victor is a very compassionate and nice Young Man and Closed Out our Case... since... Funding.  The Man can't have his Cardiac Rehab and have Home Help at the same time, go figure!  *Shrugs... whatever!* 

So, chances are they won't be sending out a Team of Merry Maids either. Besides, I wouldn't want a bunch of Strangers touching my Stuff or Falling Out when they come in and see the Task before them.  *LOL*  And The Daughter gets Paid by folks to Clean their Homes, mostly of other overwhelmed or elderly folks... and she's Free to me, so it's working out Swell.  *Winks and Smiles*  She can make such short work of it I'm ahhhmazed and she told me it's not as bad as I magnify it in my Mind, she could be Right.  Usually even if I do it, then it takes me such a short amount of time, that I don't know why I had such avoidance, procrastination and Depression about how it had gotten away from me? 

Okay, so, on the Upside, IF I require a Major Surgery or something extreme for said "Mass", and The Daughter has this place spiffy beforehand, then I won't be up to messing it up again, Right?!  Every Cloud has it's Silver Lining and all that... so... we'll probably be just Fine.  I will be having the 2nd MRI soon to explore said "Mass", and had to Laugh when the Gal that had to drop the Bad News on me said, after she got NO reaction from me at all... well, a "Mass" could be anything, it could be Intestinal Gas!!!  And then I just Laughed, which, she wasn't expecting, I guess she had expected Hysteria of another kind, a River of Tears or something.  But thinking the "Mass" might be a Big Fart just Amused me.  And I'm not prone to Tears, I prefer Laughter in any Situation.

Listen, I'll take Flatulence over whatever alternative a "Mass" could be and it Lightened the Mood of getting Bad News.  Them calling about Nine times had been a Clue it wasn't gonna be Good News, so it wasn't such a big shock it wasn't.   And, we've had too much Bad News, what's One more anyway?  We'll just add it to the fucking big stinking pile of Bad News.   Whatever.  I can't even Feel anything about it one way or another, my Feelings have been on Pause or taken out of the equation a long, long time ago, in a place far, far away.  I used to Hate it when any Therapist or Shrink's main Go To would be "And how do you FEEL about that?"  *Bwahahahahaha*  As if that makes any fucking difference at all.  I'd rather Feel Nothing, Truth be told, about anything, it's easier and far less debilitating.

So, right now I Feel Nothing about the latest Bad News and just let my Family and Friends Feel it FOR me.  They did a very good job of getting very Emotional, so I didn't Need to.  I just comforted them instead, coz, I didn't Feel a damned thing about it.  I have been told I'm too Stoic, but my Dad was and I always Liked and Admired that about him.  I never saw my Dad Emotionally React to anything.  I'm not as good as him tho', I never saw him get Mad... I can Go Off like Dynamite in an explosion of Mad... I just don't Do Sad very well.  I was a Child that hardly ever Cried and I remember my Dear Mom thinking that so Odd she asked a Pediatrician if I even had Tear Ducts and could they Check?  *Bwahaha*  I do, I just don't Use them very much.  *Winks*

Besides, I've now Blogged about every bit of Bad News since 2009 so that's more beneficial to me than Tears... or Therapy.  I think I went to my Assigned Shrink the ONE time, after they sprung me from Involuntary Psyche Lockdown that time I had Extreme Caregiver Burnout and went Postal.  All other Therapy Sessions have been for The Family and their Mental Health Issues.   The Moment I realized, this Guy is not gonna be the least bit Helpful, I didn't even bother to make the follow-up Appointment.  Nor did they, since, Honestly, I felt it was pretty much performative in the first place.  You can easily fall thru the enormous Cracks in this Mental Health System, and if you choose to voluntarily go MIA from The System, and go Off the Grid, they never come looking for ya or remember who you even were. 

Look at every Mass Shooting Episode EVER to know that ALL those folks were once on The Radar, but fell off, and got Lost in The System.  Every fucking time, without exception.  The wringing of Hands and gnashing of Teeth only happens AFTER a Major Tragedy, they and their Families never really got Serious consideration Beforehand, or, most of that shit might have been avoided.  Mebbe not all of it, but some Help might have been Helpful, I dunno?  And it's why I talk about Mental Health and our shitty System of Dealing with it, incessantly, coz somebody has to.  But, they're not gonna pour Money into something, or People, they Care Not about, so I have Zero Expectations they will, ever.   And so here America now is... Forevermore.

It's Why I'd rather have something Physical going sideways than Mental, with Physical they take it Seriously and sometimes have Solutions or Cures and Fund Treatments better.  With Mental, you're just Screwed, Forever.  So, said "Mass", whatever the fuck it might be, has me far less concerned than if I Lose It Mentally again.   The difference in Hospitals you'd be sent to is profoundly different.  *Winks and Laughs*  Tho', I must say, Physical Ailment can creep up on you, Mental hits you like a ton of Bricks.  You pretty much know when Mental is getting Bad, with the Physical you can Feel just Fine, I Feel just Fine, wouldn't know anything might be Wrong at all.  And so, mebbe I am just Fine and it's just a Massive Fart?!  *LOL* 

Especially since I was Gassy Yesterday after that Call and so I'd end up Laughing every time, highly Amused, thinking, well, mebbe THAT one was said "Mass"?  *Bwahahahaha*  I am SO Glad that Young Woman said what she did.   Even tho' it sounded like she was just making shit up out of desperation and nervousness.  Thinking perhaps I'd Fainted on the other end of the Line when I had Zero Reaction to her Calling me with Bad News they'd Urgently tried for Two Days to tell me.  She expected me to Say something I think?  That's the impression I got.  So, she kept rambling until I stopped her and just said an obligatory, "Oh, Yeah... well, I did Schedule that other MRI you wanted then...", and got her off the Hook of making more palatable musings of what my "Mass" might be.  *Smiles* 

 After all, we don't know yet, so it would only be Speculation.  I do not Speculate... I rely on Proof and Evidence about shit.   If you don't confront me with some Proof or Evidence, then, to me, you have no Information I can intelligently Process as being Real or Valid yet.  And I'm Okay with that, you don't have to make shit up for me or Lie.  I'm not gonna have the Vapors over something Unknown and lose my Shit yet if it's all still a Mystery and you just don't know and I don't know either.  I think sometimes folks get hysterical and fall apart over things that haven't been substantiated at all and they run with low information or no information.  That can be problematic and be unnecessary hysteria and panic.  There's enuf to potentially panic about when you got solid Evidence and Proof.  So, Save the Panic for legit shit.

And now for some reason I got M.C. Hammer's 1991 "Too Legit To Quit" Lyrics running thru my Head... dammit!  *Bwahahahaha*  {I don't Quit, no, I just Press Harder... Too Legit, Too Legit to Quit...}  And now mebbe you do too?  You're Welcome!  Or... Sorry?  *LMAOROTF*  Moving On...  I was gonna make this Post short and sweet but I changed my Mind, clearly... ha ha ha.  I haven't even downloaded my Old School Camera's Pixs from Yesterday's Adventures, so I've just been using what I took with my Cellphone Camera, which takes really good ones and so I do use it more now than with previous Phones.  Whenever The Niece comes for another visit I've got to get her to download everything onto those devices from my Computer Photo Archives so they're Stored on something that will have a measure of preservation.  She bought the devices for me already, but I don't know how to use them without her Tech Jedi Help.  *LOL*  I am Tech Challenged... very much so in fact.  I know what I know and I don't know what I just don't know. 

And, at this Season of Life I think my Brain can only Learn so much more before it Crashes or is Full and no more Knowledge can be Input?   So I'm not inclined to try to Learn a whole bunch of new Advanced Technological shit.  It tends to short-circuit my Old Aging Data Banks in my Head.   I've now Forgotten so much of what I used to know that I think I had a Data Dump anyway?  And I'm Okay with that.  *Smiles*  BTW, you may have Noticed, or not, that I'm not Dumping Archived Posts as zealously anymore?  Why?  Coz I had a lot of PM Requests from Dear Readers that I was doing Post Purges too often and they couldn't Read fast enuf those that they'd missed out on.  So, now with the Stats showing me that, Yes, indeedy, the Archives are being Read with more frequency than I realized or paid attention to, I'll leave them up 'til the Views taper off considerably.  Who knew?

Since I was up so ridiculously early I got a lot done before 6:00 a.m., which is a Positive.  It hadn't even gotten Hot yet Outside and The Daughter also was up bright and early so she was doing some of the chores too.  Princess T almost overslept so I had to wake her at 6:00 a.m. to get ready for Work.  The Son has been getting some Full Time Hours which is good, his Boss relies on him a lot already, which makes him somewhat indispensable already even tho' he's a Newbie there.  He got a full 8 Hours Yesterday and will again Today, he's only Hired as Part Time so I think they may eventually put him on Full Time since he's shown his worth and value to the Company already.  He's already doing a lot of what the Freight Manager did, who quit, so they don't have one right now.  He did a lot of Freight Management for a Super Wal-Mart and a big Total Wine location locally, so the Dollar Tree is easy for him compared to those Stores where far more freight was coming in daily.  And we'll end with some Dark Gallow's Humor Political Memes for your Enjoyment:

 

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Have a Happy Summer my Friends and try hard to not let all the ongoing Political Fuckery and National Darkness wreck it for you... Dawn... The Bohemian

Manic Blogging ~ Bipolar Benders & Overachieving

 I went from a Bipolar Depression to a Manic High, I have mixed Episodes like that, often dovetailing one extreme to the other, se la vie.  So, I've been Manic Blogging and since I've shortened Posts, now I'm up to 10 Unpublished ones in the Queue!  Yeah, well, I'm an overachiever too, what can I say?  *Winks*  Funny how a Caramel Macchiato from McDonalds regulated my Mood like a Good Medicine, best Four Bucks the Kids ever spent on me they said.  *Bwahahaha*  They also bought me some large Fries there as comfort Food and coz the Golden Arches Fries are really the only excuse for 'Food' there that I actually like. 

 I ate mebbe 1/4 of them, feeling satiated, coz Yesterday was Ozempic Day, so, no Appetite for a couple Days afterwards.  Gave the rest to The Man, he devoured them along with the Double Cheeseburger they got for him.  He actually thinks McDonalds sells Real Food!  Whatever... he grew up quite differently than me and his Family weren't Ethnic Cuisine experiencers and therefore enjoy bland un-spiced Foods... Gak!!!  So, Regulated by my McD's Coffee, which I'll have to make a Mental Note to Self, next time you Bottom Out on a Bipolar Bender, just have a Golden Arches Iced Caramel Macchiato, who knows what Ronald McDonald is putting in it, but, hey, it works, whatever it is, so it's a Bargain Mood Regulator when you're spiraling Downwards like a Plane Crash going down like a Dart!?  *Smiles* 

I don't even now feel the Need to Vent or go on a Rant in this Post... Surprise!  *Bwahahaha*  Mebbe just a little.  Coz it's not that there's no Trouble in Paradise, but I'm Coping slightly better now... well, sorta... Okay, so I'm NOT, but I Feel like I can give the Pretense and Illusion that I am again, so, it's all Good.  *Winks*  I'm off The Ledge and that's what matters, I didn't Jump and got Talked Down successfully.  The Man is beginning to balk about his Cardiac Rehab tho', Splendid!  I told him it's Mandatory, not Optional, he's going.  And he has to behave and do the Work, without being difficult or unlovely while he's there.  I don't want him getting 86ed out of Cardiac Rehab!  

 We have the Intake for it already Calendared and Scheduled, or whatever they call it, Registration mebbe?  Intake sounds like what they do in Prison, Jail and Psyche Lockdowns.  *Bwahahaha*  Okay, so let's call it Registration then, shall we?  *Winks*  He just wasn't Happy it means that in order to have it Approved and Billed for Insurance, all his Home Help has to be Closed Out, including his Beloved VA Nurse Remi.  He'd rather keep Nurse Remi and forego Cardiac Rehab.  Too bad both cannot be Approved at the same time tho' I know not Why coz the VA is Funding Nurse Remi, or so I was informed???

Cardiac Rehab is Funded by both HUMANA Medicare Advantage, his Primary, and TriCare for Life, his Secondary Insurer... so I don't know why they should even Care what the VA is Paying for and Approved at the same time for a 100% Disabled Veteran who Qualified for it?!  But, Bureaucrazy is just that... Crazy... and unfathomable, and its not a Battle I'm willing to Die on a Hill for right now.  I got too many other Fights to Win and Systems to Resist and then Conquer.  I am part of the Resistance making Good Trouble all the time, it's sometimes my Super Power, or so I'm told.   I'm an Aging Super Hero tho' and right now don't feel like I'm making the headway necessary to get the Services, Benefits, and Coverage all the Loved Ones require and desperately Need.  But, whaddya gonna do?   I can't even find my Cape sometimes!  *Winks*

They're doing major Construction on the Main Road in front of our Homes and Subdivision, on both sides of our Community, the only Two Roads we can Exit our Community from.  So, that is not only challenging now to get in and out of our Community with the Construction and how many Lanes they've blocked off, causing super heavy traffic congestion, but, becoz we have the largest Shade Trees on our Street, they park the Big Rigs now under them on the Sidewalk area in front of our Property!  That obstructs my view to back out of our Driveway and makes a tight fit to maneuver out or in too.  There is a low retaining Noise Barrier Block Wall between our Access Road and the Main Road that run parallel to one another.  So between that Wall and their Rig, it's barely enuf for my Truck to fit thru, it's tight!  I'm a pretty good Driver and experienced, but I'm getting Older, so it makes me nervous to not have clear views or tight squeezes in my Truck, which is a New one, I don't want any damage to it.  Or get hit by someone coming down the Access Road I can't see coz the Rigs obstruct my View of the Street.

I've had to ask them to move their Rig some a couple times now coz they literally didn't give me enuf space to back out safely and were hanging a bit over my Driveway with the Trailer part of the Rig holding enormous Spools of Orange Wiring that are as tall as our House!  Luckily the height of their load didn't damage our Trees, but a couple of smaller Pine Boughs did get broken off by the clearance being questionable!  Our Trees are over 45 Years Old so they're quite Tall, and throw a LOT of Shade, which is why they Park under them, to Shade their Cab area they sit in and also Shade them while they Work around their Rigs or stand around talking to one another, take Breaks, etcetera.  So, I don't wanna be an Ass about it, since it is 114-116 every day now and they're Working in that Heat.  My Son has Worked in The Trades, it's tough physical Work.  I want to be both compassionate and reasonable.  So far they do move their Rigs if I ask them to so I can safely get in and out of my Property.  So, they've been Nice pleasant Workers.

All of the Workers have been Younger Hispanic Men and when they see Princess T, they're SUPER Nice then.  *Bwahahahaha*  And she'll Joke with me, well, THAT one was Cute Gramma.  *Ha ha ha*  Young Men like to Show Off when they see a Cute Young Woman, so it is humorous to watch how much the Workers fawn over ME too, just coz I got a Cute Granddaughter.  And an Attractive Daughter too who can speak to them in Spanish fluently.  *Winks*  If you recall, when we required the dead blighted enormous Pine Tree removed a couple Years ago, I got a $2,800 Job knocked down to $800 and that Tree cut down and removed in 40 Minutes, to Show Off, coz my Cute Hispanic Granddaughter was watching them "perform", for what to them was an "Audience of One"!  *Smiles*

Batting her false Eyelashes demurely, looking Hawt in the Cutest and Sexiest Head Turning Ensemble, and Smiling Sweetly.  *Winks and Laughs*  Our Neighbors next door were having a small dead blighted Mulberry Tree removed at the same time, Paid MUCH more and it took their Guys TWO DAYS to do the Job... coz, they didn't have a Cute Girl watching for their Crew to Show Off for.  *LMAOROTF*  Both Rob and TJ said they should have "Borrowed" Princess T, coz they couldn't Believe how cheaply I had that enormous 60 foot Pine removed and how fast those Young Men took it down... for her benefit!!!   *Bwahahaha*   Below is one of her Older Sisters in Mexico.

On the way to Work this Morning she showed me some Killer COACH Boots she got marked down significantly at the GOODWILL coz she was schmoozing with the Cute Gay Male Cashier.  She knew he was Gay, and he was Cute, not Fabulously so like her Brother, but obviously so.  And she knows how she talks with her Brother about Fashion and Brands, Makeup and Style, so they got to talking like THAT and joking with each other about the Boots.  Since they are high risk Inventory they only had the One on the Floor and the other held in the Back as Loss Prevention Measures, it had been marked $19.99 {they're Hundreds Retail}.  He was joking, "Girrrl, Hell, I Love these Boots, I don't even know if I'll be about to Find that other one?!"  And Winks and Laughs.  She was like, "Girrrrl, you better, coz I'm gonna look Fierce in these Boots too!"  *LOL*  Her Boyfriend Rusty was with her, he's seen her Work her Hustle before and schmooze for Favor, they were in a Scottsdale Chazza location too, very Uppity Demographic of Shoppers.  *Ha ha ha*

So, she said she could tell this Cashier probably Deals with Customers who are Pretentious, entitled, demanding and can be difficult.  They don't Nickname it "Snottsdale" for nothing.  *Ha ha ha*  But, she'd been talking Style, Fashion, Brands, with this Gay Cashier and developing a rapport, next thing he comes back with the Pair of the Boots and now it's only Marked $9.99 and he says, "Oooops!" and Winks.  She made a small "Donation" of Five Bucks, so he wouldn't get in Trouble for whatever had gone on in the Back to grant her some Favor and a Hood Hookup.  She can look Fancy and Top Shelf, but treats folk like us Gals from the Westside do, and how I Raised her to Treat everyone, with Respect and no Pretentious Bullshit or feelings of Arrogant Entitlement, no matter how Hawt and High End she looks.  *Smiles*  

 And she Winks back at him as they're leaving the Store, he's her new Best Friend now and she said Scottsdale has the High End Donations.  So she's gonna make Rusty and I take her back next time she goes Wardrobe Shopping.  *LMAOROTF*  We don't get out to Scottsdale much and they only have Four Locations of GOODWILL in the Uppity Affluent Area there, but their Donations are sometimes Primo and worth the Pilgrimage drive.  And once you know the Staff at any place we Shop at regularly and Befriend them, and they genuinely LIKE us, we always get those First Cousin Deals and Hood Hookups.  You Treat folks Right and they Treat you Right in return, it's reciprocity at it's Best.  It's sadly lacking in Today's Society where folks tend to treat who they consider "The Help" and "Service Job Employees" like underlings or like shit.  There's no good reason for doing that, people are people.  We Treat a Homeless Person with the same Respect, Compassion and Dignity that every Human Being Deserves.  People generally respond favorably to that.

LATER: I did go to this Month's Event at "Sweet Salvage", Princess T insisted.  She said I not only Need a "Me Day", I probably Need a "Me Month".  *LOL she could be Right!*   My Doc's Office was blowing up my Phone again, while I was there, and it turns out, my Mammogram was Normal, so The Girls are in good shape.  But... there is a "Mass" on or near my Left Ovary, which is why they've scheduled that other MRI with and without Contrast, to get a closer look at that and determine what it could be?  Since they'd called me about 9 times in Two Days and SimonMed Imaging had been calling me about Results being in that I should know about, and talk to my Doctor about, I knew it wasn't Good News.  At least my Top Lady Bits are in good Order, it's the Bottom Bits that are sketchy looking right now.  My MRI is Scheduled this Week, they wanted to do it sooner but I didn't have a day open until Midweek, too many other Appointments committed to already.

So, anyway, on the Positive Side, tho' I didn't Buy anything at all at the Event, it was a really good one and a lot of my Friends were there to Socialize with.  And, I got loads of great Blog Fodder from it.  Then I went to our other Antique Mall Location in Phoenix and found The Man a bunch of Vintage Fishing Lures for $1 and $2 each, and a large one that looked like a Real Fish that was $6.  He Collects Lures and was Delighted with such a big Haul, I must have gotten him about 25 of them.  I also got myself a Vintage "In Living Color" T-Shirt with one of the hilarious Characters the Wayans Brothers had on the Show "Wanda" as played by Jamie Foxx, and a Vintage "Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas" T-Shirt from one of the Vintage Clothing Vendors there too, which, Online fetches a Fortune, who knew?   And a heavy Irish Rosary, a really nice Quality one at a great price.   Such a Bargain the Rosary was that I couldn't NOT Buy it... when something is priced so low they MAKE you Buy it.  *Winks*

 I stood Tall on the Two Tees for myself coz I LOVED both of them and got my Employee Vendor Discount on all my Purchases.  Then I went to the Discount Grocer and got a Month's worth of Non-Perishable Groceries to stock up the Pantry.  I met the Owner this time, a Delightful and Funny Arabic Immigrant, probably in his 50's, with a Wicked Sense of Humor.  He even helped me to my Truck with my Haul and gave me a $15 Discount and some Free Snacks!!!  So Sweet.  I Save so much Money shopping there.  For $140 I got Three Banana Boxes filled with Groceries, Six Bags of Specialty Gourmet Bird Food, and Six 24 Pacs of Bottled Welch's Cranberry Drinks in various flavors:  CranGrape, CanApple, CranPineapple, CranStrawberry, CranTropical, Cranberry, CranWatermelon & CranMango.  They're very refreshing on Hot days.

But, back to the Beginning... Traffic was Surprisingly Light this Morning going in to the City so I made such good time getting to the Event that I could stop and eat Breakfast first at "Joe's Diner" and have my Berry Crepes with an Iced Tea.   Food Porn Imagery of it is further Below, you're Welcome.  *Winks*  I just get good Parking at the Event and Walk over to "Joe's Diner", which is just down the Street.  I would have Treated myself to Lunch Downtown too at "The Indian Frybread House" but I was already done before they even opened, and I went to the other Location of our Antique Mall instead.  I wasn't all that hungry by Lunchtime anyway, my Crepes had sustained me for the Afternoon too.  So, no Frybread this day, tho', it would have been nice to have some.  *LOL*

You can see that the Event had a strong Patriotic Theme for the 250th Anniversary Celebration.   So, the Vignettes were really nice and very Editorial this Show.   They're getting back to doing more Vintage again, which I'm glad to see.  I don't mind the Filler and Import Merch, but I mostly go for things you can't find in Big Box Stores, so the Vintage Merch is more appreciated by me anyway.   I'm guessing with Tariffs still in place, even tho' the Courts deemed them Illegal and told him to stop, he hasn't, and so it's harder to get Imports and Mass Produced Merch from Abroad into the Country now at decent price points.  Nobody is gonna pay a Premium on Mass Produced Merch, mostly made in China and India... the reason it was popular is coz it was Cheap and a lot of it.  And a lot of folks just like Decorating with Cheap, coz they don't plan to keep it or have it be any kind of Investment... they'll go with any Trend that replaces it.  And that's why Mass Produced Merch Sells well. 

On the way Home I got half priced Drinks at SONIC, got a Route 44 sized Cherry Limeade and a Route 44 sized Coke Zero... I was thirsty enuf to drink both.  *LOL*  It was 109 as I was driving Home, so not quite as Hot as the last few days has been, but still pretty Toasty.  And I noticed at the Event that there was nobody standing in Line or there early.  The Majority showed up about 15 Minutes before the Doors opened this Month, due to the Heat, I highly suspect.  I don't blame them, I got a shady Parking Space under a big Palo Verde Tree in their Back Parking Area, then I walked to the Diner and stayed there until just after the Doors did Open at the Event.    So, I was pleased with when I arrived, where I Parked, what I ate for Breakfast nearby, and that the Crowds were sparce, but still pretty well attended for Summer.  I've seen Stronger Sales at the start of Summer than usual, which is encouraging, even at our Mall.  

It was unexpected, but I think Soccer brought some International folks that except for coming for Soccer, probably now would never come at all to the U.S..  Internationally our Reputation is poor now due to this Regime and how it's treated the International Community, including long time Allies and important Trading Partners.   Few in the International Community can or will Trust us anymore and they are justified for not Trusting us anymore.  I do Hope that when we get rid of this Administration we can regain the Trust and Reputation we've enjoyed and had Internationally before... it remains to be seen how long, if ever, that will take now???   Running Damage Control behind Bad Politics and foolish Policy and Actions is always a very difficult Process Diplomatically.  This Prez has no Diplomacy, he Disrespects constantly, and just comes off as an Unintelligent Bully who petulantly has to get his way or he melts down like a Child and has NO Moral Compass, he's always been a Career Criminal, notorious Grifter, and Consummate Conman... ALWAYS.  He's no different now than he's been the past 50+ Years, since the 1970's, at least... mebbe even before that!!!

So, above is my obligatory Food Porn that everyone enjoys the Visuals of... I do LOVE Photographing Food.  And what's hilarious to me is that all my Friends and Family that have always Teased me about Photographing Food... now they ALL are doing it!!!  *Ha ha ha*  And, I'm GLAD, coz they are Photographing some Ahhhmazing Food Porn that they're eating!!!   And they're realizing how many people enjoy looking at Beautiful Food Presentations and that it Helps a lot of the struggling Restaurant Industry, that has been hit hard ever since Pandemic... and is still struggling due to current Economic conditions being so shitty.  Okay, so my last Photo for this Post {Below} is a very Editorial Vignette Created by my Friends Roman and Geisel... LOVED it!   I like their Aesthetic and their Merch, it's some of the best.

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Blessings, Love and Light from the Arizona Desert... Dawn... The Bohemian