Premature Imagery... Why Not?

 

Now I'm only 3 Unpublished Posts ahead, I'm losing ground fast, I had been up to 9 at one point, before slipping!  *LOL*  It's not that I haven't had anything to Blog about, but, I've been falling Asleep so early now that I'm no longer Blogging at Night.  Half the time it's still Daylight when I'm falling Asleep, Crazy Toddlers Hours, this MUST be my 2nd Childhood I've entered?????!!!  *Smiles*  And, like a Toddler I'm getting fussy sometimes when I'm Tired or Hangry, and the Kiddos have brought that Fact up to me, coz, I don't notice it so much until it's mentioned, that I'm Mood Deteriorating and not able to Mood Regulate as well now.  Shit, I Hope I'm not getting The Dementia too?  *LOL*  Well, if I am, everyone here is fucked and they know it, so they're trying to delay whatever is happening to me.  *Winks*  I don't give a Fuck, I'll abdicate the Throne and relinquish the Kingdom to the Heirs.  That's what they're Scared of.  *LOL*

The Son is having major Anxiety about everything now, and for good reason, for him, even working hard and doing the right thing, hasn't paid off at all.  It hasn't for a lot of the Younger Generation and they're rightly upset with our Government and Leadership, it's not Working FOR them as it should.  And for our Grandchildren's Generation, they're even more discouraged about their Future, my Adult Grandkids tell me all the time that nothing is Working FOR their Generation anymore, so they're concerned about what they'll eventually Inherit once their Parent's Generation is Geriatric?!  I'm glad I won't be around to see it and bear Witness, I really am.  I feel so Sorry for all of the Young People in America, they should have Inherited something better and not so robbed of their Inheritance and what they'd Inherit in the Wake of their Elders Greed, Exploitation and Cruelty towards so much of Humanity.

Today's Rant now over, what shall we Blog about now?  *Bwahahaha*  So much of my recent Photography now already encompasses Full On Christmas out there in Public, so, I may have to start using some of it prematurely.  Tho', I'm loathe to, I guess it couldn't hurt and might get you in the Spirit, the Holy One, and the actual Reason for the Season?  Beyond Santa Clause, Commercialization, and what the Season has morphed into.  Easter the same, it's more now about Bunnies, Eggs and less about the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Christ.   I don't mind if those who are Non-Believers revel in Fantasyscapes of the fluff of the Season, coz I do too, even as a Believer.  We all need some Fantasy and Escapism, that gives it to us in Spades really during every Holiday we now Celebrate however we want to.   And I want to Celebrate everything Full On, with all the Buzzers, Whistles, the Smells and the Bells.  *Winks*

The Man is Taking One For The Team by doing the Dishes, they'd stacked up again by the Usual Suspects who are Habitual Offenders of the Dirty Dishes Club.   The Man, The Son and I are the only ones who Clean as we go all of the time.  Now, to be Fair, Princess T always has Cleaned her own, but she'll keep it all in her Room until she Self Motivates to bring it out and do it.  *LOL*  But, at least I can pretend not to see the Carnage whilst in there tending to Mister Eli The Cat who relies on me to make sure he's Fed and has Clean Water and Litterbox.  He's not MY Cat, but, I've found with Children and/or Grandchildren, if you allow them to have a Pet, eventually you become the one to Keep said Pet ALIVE!  *LOL*  This is why perhaps they should not have, nor meant to have, Human Children?  *Bwahahahahaha*   It's a Clue.  *Winks*

Every so often I hear Princess T wailing at Eli that she doesn't WANT him anymore, that wouldn't go over well with a Human Child.  *LOL and Winks*  But, with Eli, he then just attacks her out of Spite and Retribution, like, take that then Bitch!  *LMAOROTF*  Usually he's Kind to her until she turns Pre-Demonic and then he knows he's in the Room with The Devil, so, I don't Blame him.  She'll then come out wailing and showing me what Eli has done to her, and I'll be like, well, what Demonic Spirit or Entity were you Channeling to make him feel that Defensive and Upset with you to feel he has to Fight against Spiritual Forces of Evil?  *Ha ha ha*  She has to relent coz she knows I for sure heard her thru the Air Ducts when she's yelling at him!  *Bwahahahahaa*   Then she feels Bad that she told him she didn't Want him anymore and makes Nice... so he's Learned she's an Unstable Bipolar Human, and it's no Wonder he's therefore a Psychotic Cat, with living alongside her and Sharing Space.  *LOL*

I mean, I'm not always Dawn Of The Light, but Eli has never attacked me.  He's given me the Stink Eye and come close to sometimes catching an Attitude when he's feeling Dark himself, but, he shows restraint towards me.   If he's misbehaving and needs to be reprimanded for attacking his Girl, all I have to do is go in there and make Eye Contact asking him Calmly if he wants a trip to "Great China"?   And tho' I'm sure he doesn't totally understand the "Joke", he is pretty damned sure he doesn't wanna Go There either.  *Bwahahahahaha*   "They're eating the Cats, they're eating the Dogs, they're eating the Pets...", pretty sure he heard Donnie Two Dolls Insane Racist rant about that Myth from the TV, so he's not risking it being Fake News or some Joke.  *LMAO*  Some Americans still Believe those Old Tropes so much that some Vietnamese Friends of ours who had a Koi & Fresh Water Tropical Fish Tank in their Restaurant had to Write a Sign that said the Fish were their Friends, not their Menu!  Seriously!!!

 

Our African Nurse has such a Wicked Sense of Humor about this President that she laughs about such things and said that she's never eaten a Cat, Dog or Domestic Pet in her Life, but, she will Raise and Eat a Chicken!  *LOL*   She was telling us how she Raised Chickens and Tied Colorful Ribbon around a Wing to indicate whose Dinner in the Family or Village that Chicken was gonna be.  *Smiles*   I told her when we get Chickens, I'd let them ride out their Retirement on the Property unless one of the Children or Grandchildren dispatches them for a Meal.   The Daughter, after Two Decades in Mexico, tells me how she'd lure in Roosters with her "Pet" Rooster to catch and Eat them when she was Hungry.  She said any Rooster will want to Fight another Rooster.  So, the one she'd Tamed and was her Decoy Pet, she'd Tie a thick String to his Leg and take him for a Walk.  Any Feral Roosters would run up on him to Fight and then she'd capture them and make them a Meal.  For his Services she never Ate him.  *LOL*

When Hungry I guess you do what ya gotta do.   I asked her how she knew all the Roosters she made a Meal of were Feral and not someone's Roosters?   She said coz they ran up on her to attack her Rooster on his Walk, that's how.  *Bwahahahahaha*   Well, she was known Locally as the Loca Weta Gringa that nobody messed with, not even Cartel folks, so none of the Locals would have said anything to her, as she took her Rooster on a fucking Walk with his String Leash.  *LMAOROTF*  The Crazy American Woman who was in Mexico as an "Illegal" and they'd take up Collections for to send her to a Shrink every now and again so they wouldn't have to Lock her up for being Bat Shit Crazy in Public.  And sometimes she'd beat herself up and say she'd tell the American Consulate they did it!   She'd be bleeding profusely and everything, she'd do a good Job of it, nobody would Believe you did all that to yourself, so mostly the Police and Federales just pretended they didn't SEE her and took up Collections for her Mental Health Care!  *Ha ha ha*  I have a Mental Image of that actually!  *Smiles*

I'm pretty damned sure it's also Why the Police at the nearby Fry's Grocery Store let her go last Night as well?   Just take the Crazy Lady Home, Please, we don't wanna have to Deal with that and risk it escalating in front of God and Everybody, which, it would have.  *LOL*  Apparently once her Psychotic Paranoid Schizophrenic Episode passed, she was Fine last Night and Mando didn't have to leave, he WANTED to, but, she wouldn't let him and got in his Car so that he couldn't.  Well, he chose that Relationship and we Warned him.   And, pretty sure he's Bipolar as well.  Plus Traumatized from 13 Years of Hard Time in Maximum Security Prison for a Crime he didn't even commit and got finally overturned with Modern Evidence Methods to prove he was Innocent and Wrongly Accused, I can't even Imagine!  He was mowing our Yard twice, after he'd already mowed it once, and it's a very large Acreage.  And, it was a Full Moon so all the Crazy People were teetering on The Edge.  Wild Times at Forever Boheme' then.  *Winks* 

Anyway, once things settled down and everyone had another Bowl of my Chili, there was no more Trouble In Paradise.  The Son has been taking his frustrations out on the 300 Lb. Punching Bag I set up on the back Porch.  I told anyone whose angry at anyone else, to put the Boxing Gloves on and assault the Bag instead of a Person, and that's working out quite well.  They're hitting Hell out of that Bag to the Point it sometimes shakes/vibrates the House.  *LOL*  I can go to The Gym to take out any frustrations on the Exercise Equipment there or Calm myself in the Wet Sauna, which feels Sublime and smells of Eucalyptus.  Then lay on the Cryo Lounge Bed and the Hydro Massage Bed.  After 9:30 I could go Today, or any Time on Sundays.  But, Today The Young Prince wanted to go Rock Hunting with me and had the best time of his Life he said, he enjoys it as much as I do, who knew?

The Man also came along but looked for Aluminum Cans, he's not much of a Gatherer, more a Hunter Type, so, not that Interested in looking for unusual Rocks.   We all went out for Breakfast first, we wanted to get into "First Watch" but being it was a busy Saturday the Wait for a Table was close to an Hour so we went to a new place next door to it and really enjoyed their food.  I had a Tropical Acai Bowl and an Energy Smoothie called their Pina Kollada {spelled that way}, both The Man and the Young Prince had different Fruit Energy Smoothies.  The Man had their Avocado Toast and The Young Prince had their Impossible Meat version of an Egg McMuffin, which he said was delicious and really tasted like Pork.  He misses Pork but has developed a Food Allergy to it and cannot eat it anymore. 

The Young Prince and The Man liked this place better coz it wasn't crowded and loud, whereas "First Watch" was and it was Sensory Overload for both of them.   They do more of a big Take Out Business at this New place, so we were the only ones sitting down to eat there.  Lots of people just picking up their Orders tho'.  I knew that being in a crowded loud Restaurant would interfere with having an uneventful stress free Meal, so, I'm glad we made the change, even tho' we'd put our Name on the List.  As it turned out they didn't even notify us for a Table until we were totally done at the other Restaurant and were already on our way to The Nature Preserve.  So, it would have been Lunchtime before we got to sit down to Breakfast there, no bueno.  *LOL*   As you can see by the Food Porn, their Food was very Editorial at the New place and delicious too.   The Young Prince was wearing full Make-Up this day in Protest of the Supreme Court weighing in on Gay Marriage to Overturn it, much like Roe-v-Wade, Today.  I don't know what the Outcome was?

 

Seems they're keeping it quite under wraps coz even Googling "Outcome" won't tell you what the Ruling was Today?   The Young Prince is very Emotional about it, naturally, since, the Right to Marry who you Love shouldn't be interfered with by other People, if Two consenting Adults want to Marry, they should have every Right to.  It's nobody else's Business who you Marry, who you Sleep with, who you Love, if the people involved are consenting Adults.  I don't even understand why anyone else would think it even was their Business or their Right to involve themselves in some other Adult's Relationships?   Mind your own damned Business and focus on your own Relationships.   Don't impose your Religion, your sense of Morality, or your Opinion about a Relationship that isn't even fucking yours!!!  The same people who do that would be absolutely outraged if someone tried to impose their Religion, sense of Morality, or Opinion upon them.  Or tried to tell them who they could Marry and who they could not.

 

If you're "Against" Same Sex Marriage or it's "Against YOUR Religion", then, just don't Marry a Gay Person, Simple Choice that is strictly and uniquely yours to make.   But it's not a Choice you can make FOR someone else whose a Grown Ass Adult too and has just as much Rights to their own Lives, Beliefs, Opinions and what is Right for them, as you do.   I'm absolutely fed up with people who want to impose their Standards upon everyone else involuntarily, but wouldn't want our Standards imposed involuntarily upon them, it's a double standard and hypocrisy.  You have your Life and I have Mine, so does everyone else, so just stay in your own Lane.   You don't HAVE to Socialize or Interact on The Regular with anyone you disapprove of, but realize not everyone is just like you, nor do we want to be.   And we'd be just Fine being just Cordial, Civil and extending Basic Humanity towards YOU as a fellow Human Being, so, just do the same, it's not that fucking hard.

I know I'm dropping a lot of F-Bombs but I am so fed up with how Cruel and Inhumane so many Americans are becoming towards one another.  Mostly over their Politics, their Religion, Sexuality, or their Race and Country or State of Origin.  It's so unnecessary to fabricate such Hatred based on those kinds of personal biases.  To react so inhumanely towards other Human Beings who very likely have never done a damned thing to those who Hate them so violently and so viscerally.  If someone is gonna harbor such Hatred towards me, I figure it should at least be Personal and for a VALID reason, you know?   Hate is a very strong word and reaction to have manifested about another Human Being when it's becoz of nothing Personal or even Valid.   But, here we are in America right now with that much Hatred being openly expressed, it's Crazy. 

 

And the groups that angers me the most are the Hateful and Cruel ones who label themselves as Godly, of any Religion.  What kind of god are they possibly Serving to be that Hateful and Cruel?   I have to Wonder... coz it's not the God that I Serve and have Relationship with, that's for damned sure.  If I behaved that Hateful and Cruel to fellow Human Beings with the purpose of Being that way all of the time, or even towards ANY Sentient Being, I'd know God was not IN me whatsoever.  It's far too Twisted and has Evil intent to Pretend otherwise.  Of coarse, thruout the Centuries more atrocities have been committed by folks dedicated to their brand of Religion rather than for God.   Since God doesn't need any of us to commit a single atrocity on His behalf and the God I Serve Commands us to Love our Neighbors and one another. It's not a Request, but a Command.  In Christianity and Judaism it's a Core Principle.  In Buddhism there isn't a Single Love Principle, but a central emphasis on Metta {Loving Kindness} and Karuna {Compassion} as part of the Four Immeasurables {Brahma Viharas}.

Anyway, apparently lots of "Religious" folk have skewed it to suit themselves and not interested in God's Command for them to follow and bear good Witness for Him, clearly.  Nothing is as off putting for any Religion than a Hateful and Cruel Member of it who is it's Representative in the here and now.  While bearing Bad Witness for whoever they ARE Serving, if they even flimsily Allege it's God they Serve.  Most of us would Doubt that claim.  I see absolutely nothing Pleasing to God about a Hateful and Cruel Human pretending to be His Representative for any brand of "Religion" they belong to.   So it's a pet peeve of mine to see Hatemongering among the "Religious", it's NOT Godly whatsoever.  I'd expect that from the Representative of some Demon or Devil tho', just sayin'.

Today The Daughter has an Afternoon Housecleaning Job in the East Valley and I enjoy going over to that side of the City to eat and to shop.  They have a lot of good Stores and Restaurants that we don't have over in the West Valley.   I'll likely have to take The Man along since now he wants to go and he really seems to enjoy it too, so, it's a good Outing for him and he isn't just going out of Boredom.   I'll ask The Young Prince if he wants to go as well?   Mebbe he will, some of the Shops he hasn't seen that have some real Artsy Merch that might Inspire him as an Artist?   The Son had got to Prescott with Gypsy James for the Day on Saturday.  I'm glad he got away to boost his Spirits, so much has gone Wrong for him all at once that he was really feeling Down and quite Depressed.  Gypsy James does the same kind of Work in The Trades and mebbe can hook him up with his Company?  They've worked together many times before for various Employers.

I'd rather he look into some of the Warehouse Jobs right near Home, they Pay well, they are Climate Controlled Space to Work in, and no long commutes.   They're building so much Industrial Space nearby now that you don't have to travel far to find Work near Home anymore in the various Blue Collar and Trades Jobs.  The West Valley used to be more Agricultural based in Work, but, now, it's not.  Since most of the Farmland has now been developed by Residential, Commercial and Industrial Urban Encroachment.  Most of the Dairies, Cattle Ranches, Sheep Ranches, and Egg Ranches have been moved further Southwest of here.   City Dwellers don't wanna 'smell' the 'Country' of Livestock Production.  *LOL*  So a lot of displacement has been happening in recent Years of the Agricultural Base that used to dominate the Landscape around us.  Our Mini Farm Community is an anomaly now being surrounded by the City.  It used to be out in the middle of nowhere when it was built in the 1960's. 

 

But, not enuf Livestock is Raised here in our Community to cause complaints by the Urban Dwelling Subdivisions and Businesses that grew up around us later on.  Newbies always complain about what they chose to move next to that has been there a long time.  One of the Gravel Pits nearby in the River Bottom has been there for Generations and still has another 99 Year Lease on their Land to Mine Gravel there.  Well, about 35 Years ago an affluent Subdivision decided to built beside them, with Lakes and everything, very nice.  But, initially then the Residents nearest the River Bottom then complained about the Gravel Pit Noise coz they do Mine into the Night, and during the early Hours of the Mornings, when it's Cooler doing so for their Workers.  The Residents lost that Court Case, they shouldn't have bought right next to the Gravel Pit is the Lesson Learned, it had been there for Generations so it was evident it was there when they decided to Buy their Properties.   So, Newbies, fuck off and Move if you cannot co-exist with your long time Neighbors who were there First.  *Winks* 

It doesn't always shake out like that tho' for the longer time Residents unfortunately.   Coz Gentrification can and often does displace those who don't have the means to Fight long expensive Court Battles initiated by the Newbies and greedy Developers.  They Force a lot of long time and Poorer Residents out becoz they Financially have the Upper Hand and can put the Squeeze on.   Back when we lived in Affluent Rural Subdivision Hell at the Villa some of those Residents put the Squeeze on the County to widen a Road, much of which the Land belonged to a Guy named Tuck who had a big Farm and an Old House with lots of Land around his Home. 

 He was a very Old Man who had very Old Trees around his entire Property, so it was very Private Space for him.  He had to fly to New York to fight the Legal Battles they waged against him to exercise Eminent Domain and basically steal most of his Land they wanted to put a widened Roadway on and cut down his biggest and Oldest Trees, some of which were Hundreds of Years Old coz his was an Older Homestead handed down in his Family.   And he was a Good Neighbor to everyone too, he let some of the Newbies who Owned Food Trucks set up under his Old Eucalyptus Tree to Sell their Product, since, the area is still so Rural no Commercial was there yet for Residents.  But, being the Nice Guy didn't pay off for Old Tuck... coz his New Neighbors and The County weren't so Nice towards him!!!

Tuck lost the Case even tho' he valiantly fought it for over a Year, spending a lot of his Retirement I'm sure to Protect his Property, which he'll never get back.   They cut all his Old Trees down and built the Road within FEET of his fucking House now!  So, he's since had his Property up For Sale and can't Sell it, coz, well, whose gonna Pay what its worth, over Two Million, with all the encroachment that's now made it less desirable?   For "The Good of All", who got their Widened Road, except for HIM of coarse, the original Homesteader whose Family was there First for Generations before all the Greedy Developers and new Affluent Subdivision Folk encroached upon the area, displacing Wildlife and long time Residents like Tuck.  

They could have widened that Road to the other side of it. but a Greedy Developer Owned that Vacant piece of Land, so they stole the Little Guy's Land instead to Widen it!   I felt bad for the Old Man but I wasn't Surprised that One Man's Rights were trampled by Big Pocket Developers and Affluent Residential Latecomers who only have THEIR convenience and best interests at Heart and fuck the Guy whose been there for Generations!   This is Why, when I Bought this Property, I wanted to ensure the Area was not gonna be encroached upon and Stolen from us by strongarming us out.  Luckily our Mini Farms has enuf Mini Farms to be a Collective Force to be reckoned with and anyone trying to disrupt our way of Life has been Dealt with swiftly and Mercilessly, Thank God.   

They said at one time a wealthy Resident bought here who wanted to Force it to be only Equestrian Zoned and Force an HOA on everyone! They drove that Motherfucker out of here so fast they knew they were Unwelcome in the Community.  *LOL*  If you want Equestrian Property and an HOA, then BUY a Fucking Equestrian and HOA Property, Asshole!  People here like our Zoning as it is, with our ability to grow and raise any food crops and Livestock we want and choose to, without interference by some newcomer who don't like it.  Fuck Off.   It's why we bought Mini Farms and why we DON'T have a Devil of an HOA, it's coz of folks like that who would be The Devil if they were on the Board of any HOA.  I despise all HOA's and never want one again in my Lifetime.  They are The Devil!!!

 I purposefully Bought a Property that doesn't have one, I HATED the one we had in Affluent Subdivision Hell, great House, awful HOA and overly Pretentious Asshat Community living there.  I don't Need some Bored Housewife or Retired pompous Executive with nobody to Boss around anymore, infringing upon my Rights to do what I want to on Property I Own and Pay for.   I been Grown a long time, I 'Got' this without their input or interference.  Some folks like an HOA and good for them, have one by Buying into Communities that already have one and demand whatever they demand of you and make you Pay Monthly to be Bossed around by them and threatened by them, I don't Care.  It's not how we want to live our lives tho', I don't Need to be "Parented" by some Stranger, or some President, becoz I'm not capable of doing things for myself and making my own good decisions.   I don't Need a "Daddy Figure", and if I did, I'd choose one of my own, Thank You. *Winks*

And now damned Enhancements of the Computer System want to Force some Co-Pilot AI bullshit on me without my permission and "Upgraded" my System while I was in the Kitchen taking my Meds and Insulin Shot for the Day, WTF?!   So, it locked me out of Blogger, which I have automatically set up as a Favorite so I don't have to ever Log In and remember Passwords I've long forgotten and shit... dammit!  Luckily I had this Browser still Open, whew, or I couldn't access my Blog as me, just as a fucking random Visitor of it, and not do any changes or input to it as it being MY Blog!!!   I have an Issue with Forcing these Enhancements on Users, I'd like Options to voluntarily use something or reject it.   So, once my Pre-Scheduled Posts are Published and you don't hear from me, that would be the reason why, as I sort out how to access my own Blog again... dammit!  *Eye Roll and fuming Rage*

I have everything Set Up exactly as I like it and know how to use and access it without hassles, I don't want it Changed without my consent.  Anyway, The Son came back from meeting up with Friends in New River and Table Mesa, they didn't end up going to Prescott after all, coz several Friends were congregating at their Friend's New Property he bought in New River instead.  Another Friend of theirs, Scott, had come down from his Reservation and they hadn't seen him since he'd gone back to live on the Rez.  A lot of The Son's Indigenous Friends are moving back to their Reservations due to this cluster fuck of a Regime that's targeting Americans based on the assumed Visuals of what Ethnicity you are.  All our Native American Friends and Family Members are like, these ICE Agents and Idiot President with his Cabal, can't tell the difference between Tribal First Nations people of any Tribe and Non-American Illegal or even Legal Immigrants... and that's the Truth!

They just don't wanna be kidnapped, picked up and abducted by ICE and shipped off to Africa or some other Nation being Paid Off by this Administration to "Disappear" the folks being Targeted and with NO Due Process afforded them.  I don't blame them, it's a concern.  Every Mexican American we know is now scrambling to have a hard copy of their Birth Certificates ON them at all times.  That shouldn't be happening in America to any Citizen.  And sometimes even proving you're an American isn't enuf if they've decided to Target you.  And we all know the Stories of Americans being kidnapped and Disappeared along with anyone else being Racially Profiled indiscriminately by ICE Agents, it's no Joke, and certain States and Cities are being Targeted more than others as part of the Retribution and Retaliation Tour.  It has nothing at all to do with rounding up the worst and most dangerous Criminals, that's their Smokescreen BS reason.

I don't know and cannot even speculate what the Future holds for America now?  In the Past I could tell you that most Leadership wanted to Lead appropriately, even if they weren't chosen by some of us, they understood they represented all of us once they were Voted in.  Many I didn't Vote for but I wasn't concerned about their Leadership like I am about this one.   Becoz it's so far Off The Rails, dangerous and exploiting the Position and flagrant abuse of Power and Conflicts of Interest galore, going virtually unchallenged.   And I don't Believe any other President in my Lifetime was a complete Sociopath either and a convicted Career Criminal and adjudicated Sexual Predator, you just couldn't fathom someone like that holding the Presidency in the Past.  Most Corporations wouldn't even hire someone with that kind of History and Track Record!  Most Convicted Felons, with only ONE Felony Conviction, can't even find marginal Work, let alone be Elected President of the United States with well over 30 Felony Convictions of the most Serious Crimes imagineable!!!

 

It's still all so Surreal to me it's like some Bad Twilight Zone Episode playing out Nationally, isn't it?  Just when you think it can't possibly get any Worse, it does!!!  Every Morning when I Wake Up I dread hearing about "What did he do NOW?", while we were Sleeping!?   I've had a Seriously Mentally Ill Prodigal Child that admits even she couldn't get into or cause that much Trouble in a single Day, Day in and Day out, and act THAT fucking Crazy!   And she's been Institutionalized off and on numerous times for being Batshit Crazy and is just amazed that Donnie Two Dolls never has been in either a Mental Institution or a Penal Institution given what he's been doing, and how he consistently acts Crazy and Criminally, since the 1970's up to now!!!  A lot of folks must have gotten Paid Off and Greased Palms of handsomely for such a long run of Criminal and Crazy to go on with no real or lasting consequences.  Now THAT'S a List I'd like to see as much as the Epstein List, whose been Paid Off to Enable him over the Decades?  Name Names.  *Winks*

I say put all these folks on Blast who've been Enabling Criminal Activity of this President, they're just as Dirty as he is.  More of them should also be Serving Time for their Crimes.  Some have Served Time for their involvement, and were thrown under the Bus when their usefulness to him was over, and few of them are on his Side anymore, that's for sure.  Most of MAGA will turn on and eat their own in due time.  Due to the Nature of those that were enamored with MAGA in the first place, they'll turn on and cannibalize their own in a Heartbeat.  We're already seeing it happening and there's no Surprises to me that it would happen.  It was just a matter of Time.  When Bad shit was happening to just those the MAGA saw as "Others" it was all Good to them, but now it's THEM, well, that's a whole other story, isn't it?  And it was bound to be THEM eventually, their Boy had no Loyalty TO them even tho' he expected and demanded it FROM them.  They were always dispensable and disposable Weaponry he would just discard once Used and successfully Exploited for his own Gain.

Princess T has gone to Rusty's for the Weekend she has Off again, from Saturday Night when she gets off Work, to Monday Morning when he has to go to Work, we don't see hide nor hair of her.  *LOL*  She'll only come Home early if and when he annoys her.   Let us just say, she can be and is easily annoyed.  Well, to be Fair, all Princesses are, Right? *Bwahahahaha*   He tries tho', Bless him... and if he ever quits trying, well, he'll be swiped Left, pretty sure.  *Smiles*   As a Woman, her Complaints have been legitimate tho', when she's had them about the Boyfriend, Men often don't see things from a Woman's perspective, at their own Peril.   The Young Prince decided Yesterday he had to have a Come To Jesus with his Mom's Boyfriend, Mando, to edify what he was fucking up with in regards to the Relationship.  Mando and The Young Prince like each other and get along, so, the Talk went well.  I knew it would either go well or go very bad... but, it WAS gonna Happen either way.  After her being Triggered at the Grocery Store and the Police having to be Called on her, things were Tense.  *Bwahahahaha* 

 

She did tell her Dad, Son and I what had been the Trigger at the Grocery Store involving The Boyfriend AND her Brother, and to be Fair, now I'm not at all Surprised what happened played out as it did.   They were being Clueless Men... for lack of a better description, and it was very Triggering to her coz she'd of just as well have gone Alone to do the Grocery Shopping and had NO Incident, Situation or Issues.  *LOL*  The whole Point was to take the Nutritional Assistance Card and do some Shopping so I didn't have to, as a Convenience to me mostly and she was willing to do it FOR me so I didn't have to drag her Dad along.  He always wants to go if I go and that can sometimes be a nuisance to me also, doing something that normally would be Zen for me to do if I don't have an entourage in tow making it harder.  *Smiles and Winks*  So, her Going Off and Mental, not so Surprising with her Bipolar Boyfriend and her Bipolar Autistic Brother in tow... being a Schizophrenic, the tolerance for any Man Drama was slim, next to none.  *Bwahahaha*

And once Police were Called on her, well, that topped her the Fuck Off coz the Cop was... A MAN too.  *Ruh Roh*  And wouldn't even Listen to her or let her Buy the Groceries then and just Ordered her to Leave without what she came for... so, then the Psychotic Meltdown of Full Blown Paranoid Schizophrenia in all it's Glory was just bound to Play Out in Spades.  The told the Cop she didn't give a Fuck that other Shoppers were "Scared or Concerned", Fuck them, Fuck him, Fuck who she came with who'd been the Trigger... Yeah, it went sideways so Quick and Escalated so FAST that the Cop decided it was easier to let her Boyfriend Coax her into the Car than to call for Backup and have things deteriorate further with someone obviously Cray-Cray and with no Fucks to give.  Cops on both sides of the Border know how intense that Situation can get with her.  A Schizophrenic will Fight you with every ounce of their Being as if their very Life depended on it, coz they legit feel Threatened when Paranoid and Psychotic.  So it's a Fight to fucking AVOID.

  

He could have Arrested her with Charges that would have stuck... which is why The Man and I were on our way down there.  He was a Wise and Prudent Cop to forego all that over Tortillas, Beverages and Beans she wanted to Buy.  *LOL*  He should have just let her fucking Buy them and then be voluntarily Gone tho'.   But, Mando wisely managed to appease her enuf to get her into the Car, her Brother had already Exited Stage Left and Walked Home to tell me what was happening in Real Time at the Grocery Store.  He hated to abandon his Sister and is always humiliated FOR her when she's a Public Spectacle and can't help being so.  People were looking and likely even Video Recording it to Post to their Social Media pages for Entertainment.   And he gets annoyed at folks gawking at his Sister when she's acting Unwell, he's very Protective of her but knows once she Goes Off, there's no mitigating that level of Mental.

 Fuck, we only needed Beans, Tortillas and the Kid's Beverages!!!  NOT worth getting Arrested for, or a Hill to choose to Die on!  *LOL*  He didn't want to risk getting Arrested over it, and Mando, after Serving 13 Years or Hard Time for a Crime he never even did, never wants altercations with Authorities at all.  I ended up Buying it the next day, so she'd be Calmer and there's no Trouble in fucking Paradise.  You choose Battles wisely when someone is Mentally Fragile.   And I NEVER have this Problem with her when we're Grocery Shopping together, she Likes Grocery Shopping coz she's had Food Insecurities for Decades, so Buying Food makes her HAPPY, to the Point she sometimes Claps in Glee!!!  I Kid you not!   Fun Times in the Arizona Desert...

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Dawn... The Bohemian