It will be the Fuel I need to go Visit and Tour yet another potential Facility this Morning. The G-Kid Force try to Help, they 'Cook' me such things in the Microwave as Popcorn for Dinner if they see I haven't been able to eat what I cooked for them, Bless their Hearts. They Rationalize that it's probably Good for me because it's Corn... just Popped instead of on the Cob or Kernels... they have a point. *LOL* They brought Home Coupons handed out in the Hood for a Free Burrito at a Local Restaurant... I got it for Lunch... and though it was tasty I could only eat about a quarter of it. I'm not used to this kind of portion control, where I just feel full and sick trying to eat miniscule amounts of food so there's no way to eat more, I just can't.
I think I'll come around once I know The Man has Safe Placement that will leave the Children and I with enough financially to exist too and make it that I don't struggle to meet their most basic needs? I don't know any of that yet... and so it's wrecking my nerves and messing with my head as I'm trying to keep one step ahead and formulate Emergency Plans just in case everything goes totally Left!?! So we're back to the 'Being Still' part which I don't do too well... and relinquishing ALL Control and leaving it all up to Destiny... whatever that may be and hold?!? Yeah, that's scarier stuff than anything Halloween Inspired could jolt you with... and seem a whole lot Darker.
Blessings from the Arizona Desert... Dawn... The Bohemian